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The Old Man and the Sea
By Ernest Hemingway
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Part Three
He loved green turtles and
hawk-bills with their elegance and speed and their great value and he had a
friendly contempt for the huge, stupid loggerheads, yellow in their armour-plating,
strange in their love-making, and happily eating the Portuguese men-of-war with
their eyes shut.
He had no mysticism about
turtles although he had gone in turtle boats for many years. He was sorry for
them all, even the great trunk backs that were as long as the skiff and weighed
a ton. Most people are heartless about turtles because a turtle’s heart will
beat for hours after he has been cut up and butchered. But the old man thought,
I have such a heart too and my feet and hands are like theirs. He ate the white
eggs to give himself strength. He ate them all through May to be strong in
September and October for the truly big fish.
He also drank a cup of shark
liver oil each day from the big drum in the shack where many of the fishermen
kept their gear. It was there for all fishermen who wanted it. Most fishermen
hated the taste. But it was no worse than getting up at the hours that they rose
and it was very good against all colds and grippes and it was good for the eyes.
Now the old man looked up and
saw that the bird was circling again. “He’s found fish,” he said aloud. No
flying fish broke the surface and there was no scattering of bait fish. But as
the old man watched, a small tuna rose in the air, turned and dropped head first
into the water. The tuna shone silver in the sun and after he had dropped back
into the water another and another rose and they were jumping in all directions,
churning the water and leaping in long jumps after the bait. They were circling
it and driving it.
If they don’t travel too fast
I will get into them, the old man thought, and he watched the school working the
water white and the bird now dropping and dipping into the bait fish that were
forced to the surface in their panic.
“The bird is a great help,”
the old man said. Just then the stern line came taut under his foot, where he
had kept a loop of the line, and he dropped his oars and felt tile weight of the
small tuna’s shivering pull as he held the line firm and commenced to haul it
in. The shivering increased as he pulled in and he could see the blue back of
the fish in the water and the gold of his sides before he swung him over the
side and into the boat. He lay in the stern in the sun, compact and bullet
shaped, his big, unintelligent eyes staring as he thumped his life out against
the planking of the boat with the quick shivering strokes of his neat,
fast-moving tail. The old man hit him on the head for kindness and kicked him,
his body still shuddering, under the shade of the stern.
“Albacore,” he said aloud.
“He’ll make a beautiful bait. He’ll weigh ten pounds.” He did not remember when
he had first started to talk aloud when he was by himself. He had sung when he
was by himself in the old days and he had sung at night sometimes when he was
alone steering on his watch in the smacks or in the turtle boats. He had
probably started to talk aloud, when alone, when the boy had left. But he did
not remember. When he and the boy fished together they usually spoke only when
it was necessary. They talked at night or when they were storm-bound by bad
weather. It was considered a virtue not to talk unnecessarily at sea and the old
man had always considered it so and respected it. But now he said his thoughts
aloud many times since there was no one that they could annoy.
“If the others heard me
talking out loud they would think that I am crazy,” he said aloud. “But since I
am not crazy, I do not care. And the rich have radios to talk to them in their
boats and to bring them the baseball.”
[39] Now is no time to think
of baseball, he thought. Now is the time to think of only one thing. That which
I was born for. There might be a big one around that school, he thought. I
picked up only a straggler from the albacore that were feeding. But they are
working far out and fast. Everything that shows on the surface today travels
very fast and to the north-east. Can that be the time of day? Or is it some sign
of weather that I do not know?
He could not see the green of
the shore now but only the tops of the blue hills that showed white as though
they were snow-capped and the clouds that looked like high snow mountains above
them. The sea was very dark and the light made prisms in the water. The myriad
flecks of the plankton were annulled now by the high sun and it was only the
great deep prisms in the blue water that the old man saw now with his lines
going straight down into the water that was a mile deep.
The tuna, the fishermen
called all the fish of that species tuna and only distinguished among them by
their proper names when they came to sell them or to trade them for baits, were
down again. The sun was hot now and the old man felt it on the back of his neck
and felt the sweat trickle down his back as he rowed.
I could just drift, he
thought, and sleep and put a bight of line around my toe to wake me. But today
is eighty-five days and I should fish the day well.
Just then, watching his
lines, he saw one of the projecting green sticks dip sharply. “Yes,” he said.
“Yes,” and shipped his oars without bumping the boat. He reached out for the
line and held it softly between the thumb and forefinger of his right hand. He
felt no strain nor weight and he held the line lightly. Then it came again. This
time it was a tentative pull, not solid nor heavy, and he knew exactly what it
was. One hundred fathoms down a marlin was eating the sardines that covered the
point and the shank of the hook where the hand-forged hook projected from the
head of the small tuna.
The old man held the line
delicately, and softly, with his left hand, unleashed it from the stick. Now he
could let it run through his fingers without the fish feeling any tension. This
far out, he must be huge in this month, he thought. Eat them, fish. Eat them.
Please eat them. How fresh they are and you down there six hundred feet in that
cold water in the dark. Make another turn in the dark and come back and eat
them. He felt the light delicate pulling and then a harder pull when a sardine’s
head must have been more difficult to break from the hook. Then there was
nothing.
“Come on,” the old man said
aloud. “Make another turn. Just smell them. Aren’t they lovely? Eat them good
now and then there is the tuna. Hard and cold and lovely. Don’t be shy, fish.
Eat them.”
He waited with the line
between his thumb and his finger, watching it and the other lines at the same
time for the fish might have swum up or down. Then came the same delicate
pulling touch again.
“He’ll take it,” the old man
said aloud. “God help him to take it.”
He did not take it though. He
was gone and the old man felt nothing.
“He can’t have gone,” he
said. “Christ knows he can’t have gone. He’s making a turn. Maybe he
has been hooked before and he
remembers something of it. Then he felt the gentle touch on the line and he was
happy.
“It was only his turn,” he
said. “He’ll take it.”
He was happy feeling the
gentle pulling and then he felt something hard and unbelievably heavy. It was
the weight of the fish and he let the line slip down, down, down, unrolling off
the first of the two reserve coils. As it went down, slipping lightly through
the old man’s fingers, he still could feel the great weight, though the pressure
of his thumb and finger were almost imperceptible. “What a fish,” he said. “He
has it sideways in his mouth now and he is moving off with it.”
Then he will turn and swallow
it, he thought. He did not say that because he knew that if you said a good
thing it might not happen. He knew what a huge fish this was and he thought of
him moving away in the darkness with the tuna held crosswise in his mouth. At
that moment he felt him stop moving but the weight was still there. Then the
weight increased and he gave more line. He tightened the pressure of his thumb
and finger for a moment and the weight increased and was going straight down.
“He’s taken it,” he said.
“Now I’ll let him eat it well.” He let the line slip through his fingers while
he reached down with his left hand and made fast the free end of the two reserve
coils to the loop of the two reserve coils of the next line. Now he was ready.
He had three forty-fathom coils of line in reserve now, as well as the coil he
was using.
“Eat it a little more,” he
said. “Eat it well.” Eat it so that the point of the hook goes into your heart
and kills you, he thought. Come up easy and let me put the harpoon into you. All
right. Are you ready? Have you been long enough at table?
“Now!” he said aloud and
struck hard with both hands, gained a yard of line and then struck again and
again, swinging with each arm alternately on the cord with all the strength of
his arms and the pivoted weight of his body.
Nothing happened. The fish
just moved away slowly and the old man could not raise him an inch. His line was
strong and made for heavy fish and he held it against his hack until it was so
taut that beads of water were jumping from it. Then it began to make a slow
hissing sound in the water and he still held it, bracing himself against the
thwart and leaning back against the pull. The boat began to move slowly off
toward the north-west.
The fish moved steadily and
they travelled slowly on the calm water. The other baits were still in the water
but there was nothing to be done. “I wish I had the boy” the old man said aloud.
“I’m being towed by a fish and I’m the towing bitt. I could make the line fast.
But then he could break it. I must hold him all I can and give him line when he
must have it. Thank God he is travelling and not going down.”
What I will do if he decides
to go down, I don’t know. What I’ll do if he sounds and dies I don’t know. But
I’ll do something. There are plenty of things I can do. He held the line against
his back and watched its slant in the water and the skiff moving steadily to the
north-west. This will kill him, the old man thought. He can’t do this forever.
But four hours later the fish was still swimming steadily out to sea, towing the
skiff, and the old man was still braced solidly with the line across his back.
“It was noon when I hooked
him,” he said. “And I have never seen him.” He had pushed his straw hat hard
down on his head before he hooked the fish and it was cutting his forehead. He
was thirsty too and he got down on his knees and, being careful not to jerk on
the line, moved as far into the bow as he could get and reached the water bottle
with one hand. He opened it and drank a little. Then he rested against the bow.
He rested sitting on the un-stepped mast and sail and tried not to think but
only to endure.
Then he looked behind him and
saw that no land was visible. That makes no difference, he thought. I can always
come in on the glow from Havana. There are two more hours before the sun sets
and maybe he will come up before that. If he doesn’t maybe he will come up with
the moon. If he does not do that maybe he will come up with the sunrise. I have
no cramps and I feel strong. It is he that has the hook in his mouth. But what a
fish to pull like that. He must have his mouth shut tight on the wire. I wish I
could see him. I wish I could see him only once to know what I have against me.
The fish never changed his
course nor his direction all that night as far as the man could tell from
watching the stars. It was cold after the sun went down and the old man’s sweat
dried cold on his back and his arms and his old legs. During the day he had
taken the sack that covered the bait box and spread it in the sun to dry. After
the sun went down he tied it around his neck so that it hung down over his back
and he cautiously worked it down under the line that was across his shoulders
now. The sack cushioned the line and he had found a way of leaning forward
against the bow so that he was almost comfortable. The position actually was
only somewhat less intolerable; but he thought of it as almost comfortable.
I can do nothing with him and
he can do nothing with me, he thought. Not as long as he keeps this up. Once he
stood up and urinated over the side of the skiff and looked at the stars and
checked his course. The line showed like a phosphorescent streak in the water
straight out from his shoulders. They were moving more slowly now and the glow
of Havana was not so strong, so that he knew the current must be carrying them
to the eastward. If I lose the glare of Havana we must be going more to the
eastward, he thought. For if the fish’s course held true I must see it for many
more hours. I wonder how the baseball came out in the grand leagues today, he
thought. It would be wonderful to do this with a radio. Then he thought, think
of it always. Think of what you are doing. You must do nothing stupid.
Then he said aloud, “I wish I
had the boy. To help me and to see this.” No one should be alone in their old
age, he thought. But it is unavoidable. I must remember to eat the tuna before
he spoils in order to keep strong. Remember, no matter how little you want to,
that you must eat him in the morning. Remember, he said to himself.
During the night two
porpoises came around the boat and he could hear them rolling and blowing. He
could tell the difference between the blowing noise the male made and the
sighing blow of the female.
“They are good,” he said.
“They play and make jokes and love one another. They are our brothers like the
flying fish.” Then he began to pity the great fish that he had hooked. He is
wonderful and strange and who knows how old he is, he thought. Never have I had
such a strong fish nor one who acted so strangely. Perhaps he is too wise to
jump. He could ruin me by jumping or by a wild rush. But perhaps he has been
hooked many times before and he knows that this is how he should make his fight.
He cannot know that it is only one man against him, nor that it is an old man.
But what a great fish he is and what will he bring in the market if the flesh is
good. He took the bait like a male and he pulls like a male and his fight has no
panic in it. I wonder if he has any plans or if he is just as desperate as I am?
He remembered the time he had
hooked one of a pair of marlin. The male fish always let the female fish feed
first and the hooked fish, the female, made a wild, panic-stricken, despairing
fight that soon exhausted her, and all the time the male had stayed with her,
crossing the line and circling with her on the surface. He had stayed so close
that the old man was afraid he would cut the line with his tail which was sharp
as a scythe and almost of that size and shape. When the old man had gaffed her
and clubbed her, holding the rapier bill with its sandpaper edge and dubbing her
across the top of her head until her colour turned to a colour almost like the
backing of mirrors, and then, with the boy’s aid, hoisted her aboard, the male
fish had stayed by the side of the boat. Then, while the old man was clearing
the lines and preparing the harpoon, the male fish jumped high into the air
beside the boat to see where the female was and then went down deep, his
lavender wings, that were his pectoral fins, spread wide and all his wide
lavender stripes showing. He was beautiful, the old man remembered, and he had
stayed.
That was the saddest thing I
ever saw with them, the old man thought. The boy was sad too and we begged her
pardon and butchered her promptly. “I wish the boy was here,” he said aloud and
settled himself against the rounded planks of the bow and felt the strength of
the great fish through the line he held across his shoulders moving steadily
toward whatever he had chosen.
When once, through my
treachery, it had been necessary to him to make a choice, the old man thought.
His choice had been to stay in the deep dark water far out beyond all snares and
traps and treacheries. My choice was to go there to find him beyond all people.
Beyond all people in the world. Now we are joined together and have been since
noon. And no one to help either one of us.
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