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The Old Man and the Sea
By Ernest Hemingway
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Part Eight
When the old man saw him coming he knew that this was a shark that had no fear
at all and would do exactly what he wished. He prepared the harpoon and made the
rope fast while he watched the shark come on. The rope was short as it lacked
what he had cut away to lash the fish.
The old man’s head was clear and good now and he was full of resolution but he
had little hope. It was too good to last, he thought. He took one look at the
great fish as he watched the shark close in. It might as well have been a dream,
he thought. I cannot keep him from hitting me but maybe I can get him. Dentuso,
he thought. Bad luck to your mother.
The shark closed fast astern and when he hit the fish the old man saw his mouth
open and his strange eyes and the clicking chop of the teeth as he drove forward
in the meat just above the tail. The shark’s head was out of water and his back
was coming out and the old man could hear the noise of skin and flesh ripping on
the big fish when he rammed the harpoon down onto the shark’s head at a spot
where the line between his eyes intersected with the line that ran straight back
from his nose. There were no such lines. There was only the heavy sharp blue
head and the big eyes and the clicking, thrusting all-swallowing jaws. But that
was the location of the brain and the old man hit it. He hit it with his blood
mushed hands driving a good harpoon with all his strength. He hit it without
hope but with resolution and complete malignancy.
The shark swung over and the old man saw his eye was not alive and then he swung
over once again, wrapping himself in two loops of the rope. The old man knew
that he was dead but the shark would not accept it. Then, on his back, with his
tail lashing and his jaws clicking, the shark plowed over the water as a
speedboat does. The water was white where his tail beat it and three-quarters of
his body was clear above the water when the rope came taut, shivered, and then
snapped. The shark lay quietly for a little while on the surface and the old man
watched him. Then he went down very slowly.
“He took about forty pounds,” the old man said aloud. He took my harpoon too and
all the rope, he thought, and now my fish bleeds again and there will be others.
He did not like to look at the fish anymore since he had been mutilated. When
the fish had been hit it was as though he himself were hit. But I killed the
shark that hit my fish, he thought. And he was the biggest dentuso that I have
ever seen. And God knows that I have seen big ones. It was too good to last, he
thought. I wish it had been a dream now and that I had never hooked the fish and
was alone in bed on the newspapers.
“But man is not made for defeat,” he said. “A man can be destroyed but not
defeated.” I am sorry that I killed the fish though, he thought. Now the bad
time is coming and I do not even have the harpoon. The dentuso is cruel and able
and strong and intelligent. But I was more intelligent than he was. Perhaps not,
he thought. Perhaps I was only better armed.
“Don’t think, old man,” he said aloud. “Sail on this course and take it when it
comes.
But I must think, he thought. Because it is all I have left. That and baseball.
I wonder how the great DiMaggio would have liked the way I hit him in the brain?
It was no great thing, he thought. Any man could do it. But do you think my
hands were as great a handicap as the bone spurs? I cannot know. I never had
anything wrong with my heel except the time the sting ray stung it when I
stepped on him when swimming and paralyzed the lower leg and made the unbearable
pain.
“Think about something cheerful, old man,” he said. “Every minute now you are
closer to home. You sail lighter for the loss of forty pounds.”
He knew quite well the pattern of what could happen when he reached the inner
part of the current. But there was nothing to be done now. “Yes there is,” he
said aloud. “I can lash my knife to the butt of one of the oars.” So he did that
with the tiller under his arm and the sheet of the sail under his foot. “Now,”
he said. “I am still an old man. But I am not unarmed.”
The breeze was fresh now and he sailed on well. He watched only the forward part
of the fish and some of his hope returned. It is silly not to hope, he thought.
Besides I believe it is a sin. Do not think about sin, he thought. There are
enough problems now without sin. Also I have no understanding of it.
I have no understanding of it and I am not sure that I believe in it. Perhaps it
was a sin to kill the fish. I suppose it was even though I did it to keep me
alive and feed many people. But then everything is a sin. Do not think about
sin. It is much too late for that and there are people who are paid to do it.
Let them think about it. You were born to be a fisherman as the fish was born to
be a fish. San Pedro was a fisherman as was the father of the great DiMaggio.
But he liked to think about all things that he was involved in and since there
was nothing to read and he did not have a radio, he thought much and he kept on
thinking about sin. You did not kill the fish only to keep alive and to sell for
food, he thought. You killed him for pride and because you are a fisherman. You
loved him when he was alive and you loved him after. If you love him, it is not
a sin to kill him. Or is it more?
“You think too much, old man,” he said aloud. But you enjoyed killing the
dentuso, he thought. He lives on the live fish as you do. He is not a scavenger
nor just a moving appetite as some sharks are. He is beautiful and noble and
knows no fear of anything.
“I killed him in self-defense,” the old man said aloud. “And I killed him well.”
Besides, he thought, everything kills everything else in some way. Fishing kills
me exactly as it keeps me alive. The boy keeps me alive, he thought. I must not
deceive myself too much. He leaned over the side and pulled loose a piece of the
meat of the fish where the shark had cut him. He chewed it and noted its quality
and its good taste. It was firm and juicy, like meat, but it was not red. There
was no stringiness in it and he knew that it would bring the highest price In
the market. But there was no way to keep its scent out of the water and the old
man knew that a very had time was coming.
The breeze was steady. It had backed a little further into the north-east and he
knew that meant that it would not fall off. The old man looked ahead of him but
he could see no sails nor could he see the hull nor the smoke of any ship. There
were only the flying fish that went up from his bow sailing away to either side
and the yellow patches of Gulf weed. He could not even see a bird.
He had sailed for two hours, resting in the stern and sometimes chewing a bit of
the meat from the marlin, trying to rest and to be strong, when he saw the first
of the two sharks. “Ay,” he said aloud. There is no translation for this word
and perhaps it is just a noise such as a man might make, involuntarily, feeling
the nail go through his hands and into the wood.
“Galanos,” he said aloud. He had seen the second fin now coming up behind the
first and had identified them as shovel-nosed sharks by the brown, triangular
fin and the sweeping movements of the tail. They had the scent and were excited
and in the stupidity of their great hunger they were losing and finding the
scent in their excitement. But they were closing all the time.
The old man made the sheet fast and jammed the tiller. Then he took up the oar
with the knife lashed to it. He lifted it as lightly as he could because his
hands rebelled at the pain. Then he opened and closed them on it lightly to
loosen them. He closed them firmly so they would take the pain now and would not
flinch and watched the sharks come. He could see their wide, flattened,
shovel-pointed heads now and their white tipped wide pectoral fins. They were
hateful sharks, bad smelling, scavengers as well as killers, and when they were
hungry they would bite at an oar or the rudder of a boat. It was these sharks
that would cut the turtles’ legs and flippers off when the turtles were asleep
on the surface, and they would hit a man in the water, if they were hungry, even
if the man had no smell of fish blood nor of fish slime on him.
“Ay,” the old man said. “Galanos. Come on galanos.” They came. But they did not
come as the Mako had come. One turned and went out of sight under the skiff and
the old man could feel the skiff shake as he jerked and pulled on the fish. The
other watched the old man with his slitted yellow eyes and then came in fast
with his half circle of jaws wide to hit the fish where he had already been
bitten. The line showed clearly on the top of his brown head and back where the
brain joined the spinal cord and the old man drove the knife on the oar into the
juncture, withdrew it, and drove it in again into the shark’s yellow cat-like
eyes. The shark let go of the fish and slid down, swallowing what he had taken
as he died.
The skiff was still shaking with the destruction the other shark was doing to
the fish and the old man let go the sheet so that the skiff would swing
broadside and bring the shark out from under. When he saw the shark he leaned
over the side and punched at him. He hit only meat and the hide was set hard and
he barely got the knife in. The blow hurt not only his hands but his shoulder
too. But the shark came up fast with his head out and the old man hit him
squarely in the center of his flat-topped head as his nose came out of water and
lay against the fish. The old man withdrew the blade and punched the shark
exactly in the same spot again. He still hung to the fish with his jaws hooked
and the old man stabbed him in his left eye. The shark still hung there.
“No?” the old man said and he drove the blade between the vertebrae and the
brain. It was an easy shot now and he felt the cartilage sever. The old man
reversed the oar and put the blade between the shark’s jaws to open them. He
twisted the blade and as the shark slid loose he said, “Go on, galano. Slide
down a mile deep. Go see your friend, or maybe it’s your mother.”
The old man wiped the blade of his knife and laid down the oar. Then he found
the sheet and the sail filled and he brought the skiff onto her course. “They
must have taken a quarter of him and of the best meat,” he said aloud. “I wish
it were a dream and that I had never hooked him. I’m sorry about it, fish. It
makes everything wrong.” He stopped and he did not want to look at the fish now.
Drained of blood and awash he looked the colour of the silver backing of a minor
and his stripes still showed.
“I shouldn’t have gone out so far, fish,” he said. “Neither for you nor for me.
I’m sorry, fish.”
Now, he said to himself. Look to the lashing on the knife and see if it has been
cut. Then get your hand in order because there still is more to come. “I wish I
had a stone for the knife,” the old man said after he had checked the lashing on
the oar butt. “I should have brought a stone.” You should have brought many
things, he thought. But you did not bring them, old man. Now is no time to think
of what you do not have. Think of what you can do with what there is.
“You give me much good counsel,” he said aloud. “I’m tired of it.” He held the
tiller under his arm and soaked both his hands in the water as the skiff drove
forward. “God knows how much that last one took,” he said.
“But she’s much lighter now.” He did not want to think of the mutilated
under-side of the fish. He knew that each of the jerking bumps of the shark had
been meat torn away and that the fish now made a trail for all sharks as wide as
a highway through the sea.
He was a fish to keep a man all winter, he thought Don’t think of that. Just
rest and try to get your hands in shape to defend what is left of him. The blood
smell from my hands means nothing now with all that scent in the water. Besides
they do not bleed much. There is nothing cut that means anything. The bleeding
may keep the left from cramping.
What can I think of now? he thought. Nothing. I must think of nothing and wait
for the next ones. I wish it had really been a dream, he thought. But who knows?
It might have turned out well.
The next shark that came was a single shovelnose. He came like a pig to the
trough if a pig had a mouth so wide that you could put your head in it. The old
man let him hit the fish and then drove the knife on the oar don into his brain.
But the shark jerked backwards as he rolled and the knife blade snapped.
The old man settled himself to steer. He did not even watch the big shark
sinking slowly in the water, showing first life-size, then small, then tiny.
That always fascinated the old man. But he did not even watch it now.
“I have the gaff now,” he said. “But it will do no good. I have the two oars and
the tiller and the short club.”
Now they have beaten me, he thought. I am too old to club sharks to death. But I
will try it as long as I have the oars and the short club and the tiller. He put
his hands in the water again to soak them. It was getting late in the afternoon
and he saw nothing but the sea and the sky. There was more wind in the sky than
there had been, and soon he hoped that he would see land.
“You’re tired, old man,” he said. “You’re tired inside.”
The sharks did not hit him again until just before sunset.
The old man saw the brown fins coming along the wide trail the fish must make in
the water. They were not even quartering on the scent. They were headed straight
for the skiff swimming side by side. He jammed the tiller, made the sheet fast
and reached under the stem for the club. It was an oar handle from a broken oar
sawed off to about two and a half feet in length. He could only use it
effectively with one hand because of the grip of the handle and he took good
hold of it with his right hand, flexing his hand on it, as he watched the sharks
come. They were both galanos.
I must let the first one get a good hold and hit him on the point of the nose or
straight across the top of the head, he thought. The two sharks closed together
and as he saw the one nearest him open his jaws and sink them into the silver
side of the fish, he raised the club high and brought it down heavy and slamming
onto the top of the shark’s broad head. He felt the rubbery solidity as the club
came down. But he felt the rigidity of bone too and he struck the shark once
more hard across the point of the nose as he slid down from the fish.
The other shark had been in and out and now came in again with his jaws wide.
The old man could see pieces of the meat of the fish spilling white from the
corner of his jaws as he bumped the fish and closed his jaws. He swung at him
and hit only the head and the shark looked at him and wrenched the meat loose.
The [113] old man swung the club down on him again as he slipped away to swallow
and hit only the heavy solid rubberiness.
“Come on, galano,” the old man said. “Come in again.” The shark came in a rush
and the old man hit him as he shut his jaws. He hit him solidly and from as high
up as he could raise the club. This time he felt the bone at the base of the
brain and he hit him again in the same place while the shark tore the meat loose
sluggishly and slid down from the fish.
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