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The Old Man and the Sea
By Ernest Hemingway
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Part Five
The line rose slowly and
steadily and then the surface of the ocean bulged ahead of the boat and the fish
came out. He came out unendingly and water poured from his sides. He was bright
in the sun and his head and back were dark purple and in the sun the stripes on
his sides showed wide and a light lavender. His sword was as long as a baseball
bat and tapered like a rapier and he rose his full length from the water and
then re-entered it, smoothly, like a diver and the old man saw the great
scythe-blade of his tail go under and the line commenced to race out.
“He is two feet longer than
the skiff,” the old man said. The line was going out fast but steadily and the
fish was not panicked. The old man was trying with both hands to keep the line
just inside of breaking strength. He knew that if he could not slow the fish
with a steady pressure the fish could take out all the line and break it.
He is a great fish and I must
convince him, he thought. I must never let him learn his strength nor what he
could do if he made his run. If I were him I would put in everything now and go
until something broke. But, thank God, they are not as intelligent as we who
kill them; although they are more noble and more able.
The old man had seen many
great fish. He had seen many that weighed more than a thousand pounds and he had
caught two of that size in his life, but never alone. Now alone, and out of
sight of land, he was fast to the biggest fish that he had ever seen and bigger
than he had ever heard of, and his left hand was still as tight as the gripped
claws of an eagle.
It will uncramp though, he
thought. Surely it will uncramp to help my right hand. There are three things
that are brothers: the fish and my two hands. It must uncramp. It is unworthy of
it to be cramped. The fish had slowed again and was going at his usual pace.
I wonder why he jumped, the
old man thought. He jumped almost as though to show me how big he was. I know
now, anyway, he thought. I wish I could show him what sort of man I am. But then
he would see the cramped hand. Let him think I am more man than I am and I will
be so. I wish I was the fish, he thought, with everything he has against only my
will and my intelligence.
He settled comfortably
against the wood and took his suffering as it came and the fish swam steadily
and the boat moved slowly through the dark water. There was a small sea rising
with the wind coming up from the east and at noon the old man’s left hand was
uncramped.
“Bad news for you, fish,” he
said and shifted the line over the sacks that covered his shoulders.
He was comfortable but
suffering, although he did not admit the suffering at all. “I am not religious,”
he said. “But I will say ten Our Fathers and ten Hail Marys that I should catch
this fish, and I promise to make a pilgrimage to the Virgin of Cobre if I catch
him. That is a promise.”
He commenced to say his
prayers mechanically. Sometimes he would be so tired that he could not remember
the prayer and then he would say them fast so that they would come
automatically. Hail Marys are easier to say than Our Fathers, he thought.
“Hail Mary full of Grace the
Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy
womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour
of our death. Amen.” Then he added, “Blessed Virgin, pray for the death of this
fish. Wonderful though he is.”
With his prayers said, and
feeling much better, but suffering exactly as much, and perhaps a little more,
he leaned against the wood of the bow and began, mechanically, to work the
fingers of his left hand.
The sun was hot now although
the breeze was rising gently. “I had better re-bait that little line out over
the stern,” he said. “If the fish decides to stay another night I will need to
eat again and the water is low in the bottle. I don’t think I can get anything
but a dolphin here. But if I eat him fresh enough he won’t be bad. I wish a
flying fish would come on board tonight. But I have no light to attract them. A
flying fish is excellent to eat raw and I would not have to cut him up. I must
save all my strength now. Christ, I did not know he was so big.”
“I’ll kill him though,” he
said. “In all his greatness and his glory.”
Although it is unjust, he
thought. But I will show him what a man can do and what a man endures. “I told
the boy I was a strange old man,” he said.
“Now is when I must prove
it.”
The thousand times that he
had proved it meant nothing. Now he was proving it again. Each time was a new
time and he never thought about the past when he was doing it.
I wish he’d sleep and I could
sleep and dream about the lions, he thought. Why are the lions the main thing
that is left? Don’t think, old man, he said to himself, Rest gently now against
the wood and think of nothing. He is working. Work as little as you can.
It was getting into the
afternoon and the boat still moved slowly and steadily. But there was an added
drag now from the easterly breeze and the old man rode gently with the small sea
and the hurt of the cord across his back came to him easily and smoothly.
Once in the afternoon the
line started to rise again. But the fish only continued to swim at a slightly
higher level. The sun was on the old man’s left arm and shoulder and on his
back. So he knew the fish had turned east of north.
Now that he had seen him
once, he could picture the fish swimming in the water with his purple pectoral
fins set wide as wings and the great erect tail slicing through the dark. I
wonder how much he sees at that depth, the old man thought. His eye is huge and
a horse, with much less eye, can see in the dark. Once I could see quite well in
the dark. Not in the absolute dark. But almost as a cat sees.
The sun and his steady
movement of his fingers had uncramped his left hand now completely and he began
to shift more of the strain to it and he shrugged the muscles of his back to
shift the hurt of the cord a little.
“If you’re not tired, fish,”
he said aloud, “you must be very strange.” He felt very tired now and he knew
the night would come soon and he tried to think of other things. He thought of
the Big Leagues, to him they were the Gran [67] Ligas, and he knew that the
Yankees of New York were playing the Tigres of Detroit.
This is the second day now
that I do not know the result of the juegos, he thought. But I must have
confidence and I must be worthy of the great DiMaggio who does all things
perfectly even with the pain of the bone spur in his heel. What is a bone spur?
he asked himself. Un espuela de hueso. We do not have them. Can it be as painful
as the spur of a fighting cock in one’s heel? I do not think I could endure that
or the loss of the eye and of both eyes and continue to fight as the fighting
cocks do. Man is not much beside the great birds and beasts. Still I would
rather be that beast down there in the darkness of the sea.
“Unless sharks come,” he said
aloud. “If sharks come, God pity him and me.” Do you believe the great DiMaggio
would stay with a fish for the same amount of time that I will stay with this one? he thought. I am
sure he would and more since he is young and strong. Also his father was a
fisherman. But would the bone spur hurt him too much?
“I do not know,” he said
aloud. “I never had a bone spur.” As the sun set he remembered, to give himself
more [68] confidence, the time in the tavern at Casablanca when he had played
the hand game with the great negro from Cienfuegos who was the strongest man on
the docks. They had gone one day and one night with their elbows on a chalk line
on the table and their forearms straight up and their hands gripped tight. Each
one was trying to force the other’s hand down onto the table. There was much
betting and people went in and out of the room under the kerosene lights and he
had looked at the arm and hand of the negro and at the negro’s face. They
changed the referees every four hours after the first eight so that the referees
could sleep. Blood came out from under the fingernails of both his and the
negro’s hands and they looked each other in the eye and at their hands and
forearms and the bettors went in and out of the room and sat on high chairs
against the wall and watched. The walls were painted bright blue and were of
wood and the lamps threw their shadows against them. The negro’s shadow was huge
and it moved on the wall as the breeze moved the lamps.
The odds would change back
and forth all night and they fed the negro rum and lighted cigarettes for him.
Then the negro, after the rum, would try for a tremendous effort and once he had
the old man, who was not an old man then but was Santiago El Campeon, nearly
three inches off balance. But the old man had raised his hand up to dead even
again. He was sure then that he had the negro, who was a fine man and a great
athlete, beaten. And at daylight when the bettors were asking that it be called
a draw and the referee was shaking his head, he had unleashed his effort and
forced the hand of the negro down and down until it rested on the wood. The
match had started on a Sunday morning and ended on a Monday morning. Many of the
bettors had asked for a draw because they had to go to work on the docks loading
sacks of sugar or at the Havana Coal Company. Otherwise everyone would have
wanted it to go to a finish. But he had finished it anyway and before anyone had
to go to work.
For a long time after that
everyone had called him The Champion and there had been a return match in the
spring. But not much money was bet and he had won it quite easily since he had
broken the confidence of the negro from Cienfuegos in the first match. After
that he had a few matches and then no more. He decided that he could beat anyone
if he wanted to badly enough and he decided that it was bad for his right hand
for fishing. He had tried a few practice matches with his left hand. But his
left hand had always been a traitor and would not do what he called on it to do
and he did not trust it.
The sun will bake it out well
now, he thought. It should not cramp on me again unless it gets too cold in the
night. I wonder what this night will bring.
An airplane passed overhead
on its course to Miami and he watched its shadow scaring up the schools of
flying fish. “With so much flying fish there should be dolphin,” he said, and
leaned back on the line to see if it was possible to gain any on his fish. But
he could not and it stayed at the hardness and water-drop shivering that
preceded breaking. The boat moved ahead slowly and he watched the airplane until
he could no longer see it.
It must be very strange in an
airplane, he thought. I wonder what the sea looks like from that height? They
should be able to see the fish well if they do not fly too high. I would like to
fly very slowly at two hundred fathoms high and see the fish from above. In the
turtle boats I was in the cross-trees of the mast-head and even at that height I
saw much. The dolphin look greener from there and you can see their stripes and
their purple spots and you can see all of the school as they swim. Why is it
that all the fast-moving fish of the dark current have purple backs and usually
purple stripes or spots? The dolphin looks green of course because he is really
golden. But when he comes to feed, truly hungry, purple stripes show on his
sides as on a marlin. Can it be anger, or the greater speed he makes that brings
them out?
Just before it was dark, as
they passed a great island of Sargasso weed that heaved and swung in the light
sea as though the ocean were making love with something under a yellow blanket,
his small line was taken by a dolphin. He saw it first when it jumped in the
air, true gold in the last of the sun and bending and flapping wildly in the
air. It jumped again and again in the acrobatics of its fear and he worked his
way back to the stern and crouching and holding the big line with his right hand
and arm, he pulled the dolphin in with his left hand, stepping on the gained
line each time with his bare left foot. When the fish was at the stem, plunging
and cutting from side to side in desperation, the old man leaned over the stern
and lifted the burnished gold fish with its purple spots over the stem. Its jaws
were working convulsively in quick bites against the hook and it pounded the
bottom of the skiff with its long flat body, its tail and its head until he
clubbed it across the shining golden head until it shivered and was still.
The old man unhooked the
fish, re-baited the line with another sardine and tossed it over. Then he worked
his way slowly back to the bow. He washed his left hand and wiped it on his
trousers. Then he shifted the heavy line from his right hand to his left and
washed his right hand in the sea while he watched the sun go into the ocean and
the slant of the big cord.
“He hasn’t changed at all,”
he said. But watching the movement of the water against his hand he noted that
it was perceptibly slower.
“I’ll lash the two oars
together across the stern and that will slow him in the night,” he said. “He’s
good for the night and so am I.” It would be better to gut the dolphin a little
later to save the blood in the meat, he thought. I can do that a little later
and lash the oars to make a drag at the same time. I had better keep the fish
quiet now and not disturb him too much at sunset. The setting of the sun is a
difficult time for all fish. He let his hand dry in the air then grasped the
line with it and eased himself as much as he could and allowed himself to be
pulled forward against the wood so that the boat took the strain as much, or
more, than he did.
I’m learning how to do it, he
thought. This part of it anyway. Then too, remember he hasn’t eaten since he
took the bait and he is huge and needs much food. I have eaten the whole bonito.
Tomorrow I will eat the dolphin. He called it dorado. Perhaps I should eat some
of it when I clean it. It will be harder to eat than the bonito. But, then,
nothing is easy.
“How do you feel, fish?” he
asked aloud. “I feel good and my left hand is better and I have food for a night
and a day. Pull the boat, fish.” He did not truly feel good because the pain
from the cord across his back had almost passed pain and gone into a dullness
that he mistrusted. But I have had worse things than that, he thought. My hand
is only cut a little and the cramp is gone from the other. My legs are all
right. Also now I have gained on him in the question of sustenance.
It was dark now as it becomes
dark quickly after the sun sets in September. He lay against the worn wood of
the bow and rested all that he could. The first stars were out. He did not know
the name of Rigel but he saw it and knew soon they would all be out and he would
have all his distant friends.
“The fish is my friend too,”
he said aloud. “I have never seen or heard of such a fish. But I must kill him.
I am glad we do not have to try to kill the stars.” Imagine if each day a man
must try to kill the moon, he thought. The moon runs away. But imagine if a man
each day should have to try to kill the sun? We were born lucky, he thought.
Then he was sorry for the
great fish that had nothing to eat and his determination to kill him never
relaxed in his sorrow for him. How many people will he feed, he thought. But are
they worthy to eat him? No, of course not. There is no one worthy of eating him
from the manner of his behaviour and his great dignity.
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