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The Boy in the Striped Pajamas
By John Boyne
Chapter 15 Audio |
For several
weeks the
rain was
on and
off and
on and
off
and Bruno
and Shmuel
did not
see as
much of
each
other as
they would
have liked.
When they
did
meet
Bruno
found
that
he
was
starting
to
worry
about
his friend
because he
seemed to
be getting
even
thinner
by
the day
and his
face was
growing more
and more
grey. Sometimes
he brought
more
bread
and cheese
with him
to give
to Shmuel,
and from
time
to time
he even
managed
to hide
a
piece of
chocolate cake
in his
pocket, but
the walk
from the
house to
the place
in the
fence where
the two
boys
met was
a long
one and
sometimes Bruno
got hungry
on
the
way
and
found
that
one
bite
of
the
cake
would
lead
to
another,
and
that
in
turn
led
to
another, and by the time there was only one mouthful left he knew it would be
wrong to give that to Shmuel because it would only tease his appetite and not
satisfy it.
Father’s birthday was coming up soon, and although he said he didn’t want
a fuss, Mother arranged a party for all the officers serving at Out-With and a
great fuss was made to prepare for it. Every time she sat down to make more plans
for the party, Lietenant Kotler was there beside her to help, and between them
they seemed to make more lists than could ever possible be needed.
Bruno decided to make a list of his own. A list of all the reasons why he
didn’t like Lieutenant Kotler.
There was the fact that he never smiled and always looked as if he was
trying to find somebody to cut out of his will.
One the rare occasions when he spoke to Bruno, he addressed him as
‘little man’, which was just plain nasty because, as Mohter pointed out, he just
hadn’t had his growth spurt yet.
Not to mention the fact that he was always in the living room with Mother
and making jokes with her, and Mother laughed at his jokes more than she laughed
at Father’s.
Once when Bruno was watching the camp from his bedroom window he saw a
dog approach the fence and start barking loudly, and when Lieutenant Kotler
spotted it he shot it. Then there was all that nonsense that Gretel came out
with whenever he was around.
And Bruno still hadn’t forgotten the evening with Pavel, the waiter who
was really a doctor, and how angry
the young
lieutenant had been.
Also, whenever
Father was
called away
to Berlin
on an
overnight trip
the lieutenant hung around
the house as if
he were
in charge:
he would
be there
when
Bruno was
going to
bed and
be back
again in
the
morning before
he even
woke up.
There
were a
lot more
reasons why
Bruno didn't
like Lieutenant Kotler,
but these
were the
first things
that came
into his
mind.
On
the afternoon
before the
birthday party
Bruno
was
in his
room with
the door
open when
he heard
Lieutenant Kotler
arriving at
the house
and speaking
to
someone, although
he couldn't
hear anyone
answering back.
A few
minutes later,
as he was
coming
downstairs, he
heard Mother
giving in
structions about
what needed
to be
done and
Lieutenant Kotler
saying, 'Don't
worry, this
one knows which
side his
bread is
buttered on,' and
then laughing in
a nasty
way.
Bruno
walked towards
the living
room with
a new
book
Father had
given him
called
Treasure Island, intending
to sit
in there
for an
hour or
two while
he read
it, but
as he
walked through
the hallway
he ran
into
Lieutenant Kotler, \vho
,..:':as
just leaving
the kitchen.
'Hello,
little man,'
the soldier
said, sneering at
him
as usual.
'Hello,' said
Bruno, frowning.
'What are
you up
to then?'
Bruno stared
at him
and started
thinking of
seven
more
reasons to
dislike him.
'I'm going
in there
to
read
my book,'
he said,
pointing towards
the living
room.
Without
a word
Kotler whipped
the book
out of
Bruno's hands
and started
to flick
through it.
'Treasure Island,'
he
said. 'What's
it about
then?'
'Well, there's
an island,'
said Bruno slowly,
to
make
sure that
the soldier
could keep
up. 'And
there's treasure
on it.'
'I could
have guessed
that,' said
Kotler, looking at him as if
there were
things he
would do
to the
boy if
he
were a
son of
his and
not the
son of
the Commandant. 'Tell
me something
I don't
know about it.'
'There's a
pirate in
it,' said
Bruno. 'Called
Long
John Silver.
And a
boy called
Jim Hawkins.'
'An
English boy?'
asked Kotler.
'Yes,' said
Bruno.
'Grunt,' grunted
Kotler.
Bruno
stared at
him and
wondered how
long it
would be
before he
gave back
his book. He didn't
seem
particularly interested in it,
but when
Bruno reached
for it
he pulled
it away.
'Sorry,'
he said,
holding it
out again, and
when
Bruno reached for
it he
pulled it
away for the
second time. 'Oh, I'm
so sorry,'
he repeated
and
held it
out once
more, and
this time
Bruno swiped
it out
of his
hand
quicker than
he could pull it
away.
'Aren't you
quick,' muttered
Lieutenant Kotler
between
his teeth.
Bruno
tried to
step past
him, but
for some
reason Lieutenant
Kotler seemed
to want
to talk
to him
today.
'All
set for
the party,
are we?'
he asked.
'Well,
I
am,'
said Bruno,
who had
been spending
more
time with
Gretel lately
and had
developed a
liking for
sarcasm. 'I
can't speak
for you.'
'There'll
be a
lot of
people here,'
said Lieutenant Kotler, breathing
in heavily
and looking
around as
if this
were his house
... and not
Bruno's. 'We'll
be on
your best
behaviour, won't we?'
'Well,
I'll
be,'
said Bruno.
'I can't
speak for
you.'
'You've a
lot to
say for
such a
little man,'
said
Lieutenant Kotler.
Bruno
narrowed
his
eyes
and
wished
he
were
taller,
stronger and
eight years
older. A
ball of
anger exploded
inside him
and made
him wish
that he
had the
courage to
say exactly what
he wanted
to say.
It was
one thing,
he decided,
to be
told what
to do by Mother and Father-that was perfectly reasonable
and to be
expected – but it was another thing entirely to be told what to do by someone
else. Even by someone with a fancy title like ‘Lieutenant’.
'Oh, Kurt,
precious, you're
still here,'
said Mother,
stepping out
of the
kitchen and
coming towards them. 'I have
a little
free time
now
if-
Oh!'
she said,
noticing Bruno standing there. 'Bruno!
What are you
doing here?'
'I was
going into
the living
room to read my
book,'
said Bruno.
'Or I
was trying
to at
least.'
'Well, run
along into
the kitchen
for the
moment,' she said. 'I need
a private
word with
Lieutenant
Kotler.'
And
they stepped
into the
living room
together as
Lieutenant Kotler
closed the
doors in
Bruno's face.
Seething
with anger,
Bruno went
into the
kitchen and
got the
biggest surprise
of his life. There,
sitting at
the table, a
long way
from the
other side
of the
fence, was
Shmuel. Bruno
could barely
believe
his
eyes.
'Shmuel!'
he said.
'What are
you doing
here?'
Shmuel looked
up and his terrified
face broke
into
a
broad smile
when he saw
his friend standing
there. 'Bruno!' he said.
'What are
you doing
here?' repeated
Bruno, for
although he
still didn't
quite understand what took
place
on the
other side
of the
fence, there
was something
think they
should be here in his house.
'He brought
me,' said
Shmuel.
'He?' asked
Bruno. 'You
don't mean
Lieutenant
Kotler?'
'Yes.
He said there was
a job
for me
to do
here.'
And
when Bruno
looked down
he saw
sixty-four small
glasses, the
ones Mother
used when
she was
having one
of her medicinal sherries, sitting
on the kitchen
table, and beside
them a
bowl of
warm soapy
water and
lots of
paper napkins.
'What
on earth
are you
doing?' asked
Bruno.
'They asked
me to
polish the
glasses,' said
Shmuel.
'They
said they
needed someone
with tiny
fingers.'
As if
to prove
something that
Bruno already
knew,
he held
his hand
out and
Bruno couldn't
help but
notice that
it was
like the
hand of
the pretend
skeleton that Herr
Liszt had
brought with
him one
day
when they
were studying
human anatomy.
'I'd
never noticed
before,' he
said in a
disbelieving
voice, almost
to himself.
'Never noticed
what?' asked
Shmuel.
In reply,
Bruno held
his own
hand out
so that
the
tips
of their
middle fingers
were almost
touching. 'Our hands,' he said.
'They're so
different. Look!'
The
two boys
looked down
at the same
time and
the difference was
easy to
see. Although
Bruno was
small for
his age,
and certainly
not fat,
his hand
appeared healthy
and full
of life.
The veins
weren't visible
through the
skin, the
fingers weren't
little more
than dying
twigs. Shmuel's
hand, however,
told a very different
story.
'How
did it
get like
that?' he
asked.
'I don't
know,' said
Shmuel.
'It
used
to look
more
like
yours, but
I didn't
notice it
changing. Everyone
on
my side
of the
fence looks
like this now.'
Bruno
frowned. He
thought about
the people
in their striped pyjamas
and wondered
what was
going on
at Out-With
and whether
it wasn't
a
very
bad
idea if
it made
people look
so unhealthy. None of
it made
any sense
to him.
Not wanting
to look
at Shmuel's
hand any
longer, Bruno
turned round
and opened
the refrigerator, rooting about
inside it
for something
to eat.
There was
half a
stuffed chicken left
over from
lunch time,
and Bruno's
eyes sparkled
in delight
for there
were very
few things
in life
that he
enjoyed more
than cold
chicken with
sage and
onion stuffing.
He took
a knife
from
the
drawer
and cut
himself a
few healthy
slices and
coated them
with the
stuffing before
turning back
to his
friend.
'I'm
very glad
you're here,'
he said,
speaking with
his mouth full.
'If
only you
didn't have
to polish
the glasses,
I could
show you
my room.'
'He told
me not
to move
from this
seat or
there'd
be
trouble.'
'I wouldn't
mind him,'
said Bruno, trying
to sound braver than
he really
was. 'This
isn't his
house, it's
mine, and
when Father's
away I'm
in charge.
Can you believe
he's never
even read
Treasure
Island?'
Shmuel
looked
as
if
he
wasn't
really
listening;
instead his eyes
were focused
on the
slices of
chicken and stuffing that
Bruno was
throwing casually
into his mouth. After
a moment
Bruno realized
what he
was looking
at and
immediately felt guilty.
'I'm
sorry, Shmuel,'
he said
quickly. 'I
should have
given you
some chicken
too. Are
you hungry?'
'That's
a question
you never
have to
ask me,'
said Shmuel
who, although
he had never
met Gretel
in his
life, knew
something about sarcasm
too.
'Wait
there, I'll
cut some
off for
you,' said
Bruno,
opening
the fridge
and cutting
another three
healthy slices.
'No,
if he
comes
back-'
said Shmuel, shaking
his
head quickly and
looking back
and forth
towards the
door.
'If
who
comes back?
You don't
mean Lieutenant
Kotler?'
'I'm
just supposed
to be
cleaning the
glasses,' he
said, looking
at the bowl of
water in
front of
him in
despair and
then looking
back at
the slices of
chicken that
Bruno held
out to
him.
'He's
not going to
mind,' said
Bruno, who
was con
fused by how
anxious Shmuel
seemed. 'It's
only food.'
'I can't,'
said Shmuel,
shaking his
head and
look ing
as if
he was going to
cry. 'He'll
come back,
I know
he will,'
he continued,
his sentences
running quickly
together. 'I
should have
eaten them
when you offered them, now
it's too
late, if
I take them
he'll
come in
and-'
'Shmuel! Here!'
said Bruno,
stepping forward
and
putting the
slices in
his friend's hand. 'Just
eat them.
There's lots
left for
our tea-
you don't
have to
worry
about
that.'
The
boy stared
at the
food in
his hand
for a
moment and
then looked
up at
Bruno with
wide and
grateful but
terrified eyes.
He threw
one more
glance in
the direction
of the door and
then seemed
to make
a decision,
because he
thrust all
three slices
into his
mouth in
one go
and gobbled
them down
in twenty
seconds flat.
'Well,
you don't
have to
eat them
so quickly,'
said Bruno.
'You'll make
yourself sick.'
'I don't
care,' said
Shmuel, giving
a faint
smile. 'Thank
you, Bruno.'
Bruno
smiled back
and he
was about
to offer
him some
more food,
but just
at that
moment Lieutenant
Kotler reappeared
in
the kitchen
and stopped when he saw
the two boys
talking. Bruno stared at
him, feeling
the atmosphere
grow heavy,
sensing Shmuel's
shoulders sinking
down as he reached
for another
glass and
began polishing.
Ignoring Bruno,
Lieutenant Kotler
marched over
to Shmuel
and glared
at him.
'What are
you doing?'
he shouted.
'Didn't I
tell
you
to polish
those glasses?'
Shmuel
nodded his
head quickly
and started
to tremble
a little
as he
picked up
another napkin
and dipped
it in
the water.
'No, sir,'
said Shmuel
quietly. 'I'm sorry, sir.'
He
looked up
at Lieutenant Kotler, who
frowned,
leaning
forward slightly
and tilting his
head as
he
examined
the boy's
face. 'Have
you been
eating?' he
asked
him in
a quiet
voice, as
if he
could scarcely
believe
it himself.
Shmuel shook
his head.
'You
have
been eating,'
insisted Lieutenant
Kotlet:
'Did
you steal
something from
that fridge?'
Shmuel
opened
his mouth
and dosed
it.
He
opened it
again and
tried to
find words,
but there
were none.
He looked
towards Bruno,
his eyes
plead-
ing for
help.
,
.
'Answer me!'
shouted Lieutenant
Kotler.
D1d
you
steal
something from that
fridge?'
'No,
sir.
He
gave
it
to
me,'
said
Shmuel, tears
welling
up in his eyes
as he
threw a
sideways glance
at Bruno.
'He's my
friend,' he
added.
'Your
...?'
began
Lieutenant
Kotler,
looking
across at
Bruno in
confusion. He hesitated.
'What do
you mean
he's your
friend?' he
asked. 'Do
you know this
boy, Bruno?'
Bruno's mouth
dropped
open
and
he
tried
to
'Do you
know this boy?'
repeated Kotler
in a
louder voice.
'Have you
been talking
to the prisoners?'
'I
...he
was here
when I
came in,' said Bruno. 'He
was cleaning
glasses.'
'That's
not what
I asked
you,' said
Kotler. 'Have you
seen him
before? Have
you talked to
him? Why does
he say
you're his friend?'
Bruno
wished
he could
run away.
He
hated
Lieutenant
Kotler, but
he was
advancing on
him now
and all Bruno
could think
of was
the afternoon
when
he had
seen him
shooting a
dog and
the
evening
when Pavel
had made
him so
angry that
he-
'Tell me,
Bruno!' shouted
Kotler, his
face growing
red. 'I won't
ask you
a third
time.'
'I've never
spoken to
him,' said
Bruno
immediately. 'I've
never seen
him before
in my life. I
don't
know him.'
Lieutenant
Kotler
nodded
and
seemed
satisfied
with
the answer.
Very slowly he
turned his head
back
to
look at
Shmuel, who
wasn't crying
any more,
merely
staring at
the floor and
looking as
if he was
trying
to convince
his soul
not to
live inside
his tiny
body any
more, but
to slip
away and sail to the door and
rise up
into the
sky, gliding
through the
clouds
until
it was very far
away.
'You will
finish polishing
all these
glasses,' said
Lieutenant Kotler
in a
very quiet
voice now,
so quiet
that
Bruno almost
couldn't hear
him. It
was as
if all his anger
had just changed
into something else. Not
quite
the opposite,
but something
unexpected and
dreadful.
'And then
I will
come to
collect you
and
bring
you back
to the
camp, where
we will
have a
discussion
about what
happens to
boys who
steal.
This
is understood,
yes?'
Shmuel nodded
and picked
up another
napkin and
started
to polish
another glass;
Bruno watched
as his fingers shook and
knew that
he was
terrified of break
ing
one. His
heart sank,
but as
much as
he wanted
to, he couldn't look
away.
'Come
on, little
man,' said
Lieutenant Kotler, coming towards
Bruno now
and
putting
an
unfriendly arm
around his
shoulder. 'You
go to
the living
room and
read your
book and
leave this
little
-to
finish
his work.'
He used
the same
word he
had
used to
Pavel when
he had
sent him
to find
the tyre.
Bruno
nodded and
turned round
and left
the kitchen
without looking
back. His
stomach churned
inside him
and he
thought for
a moment
that he
was going
to be
sick. He
had never
felt so
ashamed in
his life;
he had
never imagined
that he could behave
so cruelly.
He wondered
how a
boy who
thought he
was a
good person
really could
act in
such a
cowardly way towards a
friend. He
sat in
the living
room for
several
hours but
couldn't concentrate
on his
book
and
didn't dare
to go
back to
the kitchen
until later
that
evening, when
Lieutenant Kotler
had already
co
e back
and collected
Shmuel and
taken him
away
again.
Every
afternoon that
followed, Bruno
returned to
the place
in the
fence where
they met,
but Shmuel
was never
there. After
almost a
week he
was convinced
that what
he had
done was
so terrible
that he
would never
be
forgiven, but
on the seventh
day
he was delighted
to see that
Shmuel was
waiting for
him, sit
ting cross-legged
on the
ground as
usual and
staring
at
the dust
beneath him.
'Shmuel,'
he said,
running towards
him and
sitting down,
almost crying
with relief
and regret.
'I'm so
sorry, Shmuel.
I don't
know why
I did
it. Say
you'll
forgive me.'
'It's
all right,'
said Shmuel,
looking up
at him
now. There was a
lot of
bruising on
his face and
Bruno grimaced, and
for
a
moment
he
forgot
about
his
apology.
'What happened to
you?' he
asked and
then didn't
wait for
an answer.
'Was it
your bicycle?
Because that
happened to
me back in
Berlin a couple
of years ago. I
fell off
when I
was going
too fast
and was black
and blue
for weeks.
Does it
hurt?'
'I
don't
feel it
any more,'
said Shmuel.
'It
looks
like it
hurts.'
'I
don't
feel anything
any more,'
said Shmuel.
'Well,
Iam
sorry
about last
week,' said
Bruno.
'I
hate that
Lieutenant Kotler.
He thinks
he's in
charge
but
he isn't.' He hesitated
for a
moment, not wanting
to get
sidetracked. He felt
that he
should say
it one
last time
and really
mean it.
'I'm very
sorry, Shmuel,'
he
said in
a clear
voice.
'I
can't
believe
I didn't
tell
him
the truth.
I've never
let a
friend down
like that
before.
Shmuel, I'm
ashamed of
myself.'
And
when he
said that,
Shmuel smiled
and nodded
and
Bruno knew
that he
was forgiven,
and then
Shmuel did
something that
he had never
done before.
He lifted
the bottom
of the
fence up
like he
did whenever
Bruno brought
him food,
but this
time he reached
his hand out
and held
it there,
waiting until
Bruno did
the same,
and then
the two
boys shook
hands and
smiled at
each other.
Chapter 16 Audio |
It had
been almost
a year
since Bruno
had come home
to
find Maria
packing
his things,
and
his memories of life
in Berlin
had almost
all faded
away. When he thought
back he
could remember
that Karl
and
Martin were
two of
his three
best friends
for life,
but
try as
he might
he couldn't
remember who
the
other
one was.
And then
something happened
that
meant
that for
two days
he could
leave Out-With
and
return
to
his
old
house:
Grandmother
had
died
and the family
had to go
home for the funeral.
While
he was
there, Bruno
realized he
wasn't quite
as small as
he had been when
he left
because he
could see
over things
that he
couldn't see
over before,
and when they stayed
in their old
house he could
look through
the window
on the
top floor
and see
across Berlin
without having
to stand
on tiptoes.
Bruno
hadn't seen
his grandmother
since leaving
Berlin but
he had
thought about
her
every
day.
The things
he remembered
most about
her were
the productions that she
and he
and Gretel
performed at
Christmas and
birthdays and
how she
always had
the perfect
costume to
suit whatever
role he played. When
he thought
that they
would never
be able
to do
that again
it made
him very
sad indeed.
The
two days
they spent
in Berlin
were also
very
sad ones. There
was the
funeral, and
Bruno and
Gretel and
Father and
Mother and
Grandfather sat
in the
front row,
Father wearing
his most
impressive uniform, the
starched and
pressed one
with the
decorations. Father
was particularly sad,
Mother
told Bruno,
because he
had fought with
Grand mother
and they
hadn't made
it up
before she
died.
There
were
a
lot
of
wreaths
delivered
to
the
church
and Father
was proud
of the
fact that
one of
them had
been sent
by the
Fury, but
when Mother
heard she
said that
Grandmother would turn
in her
grave if
she knew
it was
there.
Bruno
felt almost
glad when
they returned
to Out
With. The house
there had
become his
home now
and he'd
stopped worrying
about the
fact that
it had
only three
floors rather
than five,
and it
didn't bother
him so
much that
the soldiers
came and
went as
if they
owned the
place.
It
slowly
dawned on
him that
things weren't
too bad
there after
all, especially since he'd
met Shmuel.
He knew
that there
were many
things he
should be
happy about,
like the
fact that
Father and
Mother seemed
cheerful all
the time now
and
Mother didn't
have to
take as many of her
after noon naps
or medicinal
sherries. And
Gretel was going through a
phase
-
Mother's
words
-
and
tended
to keep
out of
his way.
There
was also
the fact
that Lieutenant
Kotler had
been transferred away
from Out-With
and wasn't
around to
make Bruno
feel angry
and upset
all the
time. (His
departure had
come about
very suddenly
and there
had been
a lot
of shouting
between Father and
Mother about
it late
at night,
but he was gone, that
was for
sure, and
he wasn't
coming back;
Gretel was
inconsolable.) That was
something else to
be happy
about: no
one called him
'little man'
any more.
But
the best
thing was
that he
had a
friend called
Shmuel.
He
enjoyed walking
along the
fence every
after noon
and was
pleased to
see that
his friend
seemed a lot
happier these
days and
his eyes
didn't seem
so sunken,
although his
body was
still ridiculously skinny and
his face
unpleasantly grey.
One
day, while
sitting opposite
him at their usual
place, Bruno remarked,
'This is
the strangest
friend ship
I've ever
had.'
'Why?' asked
Shmuel.
'Because every
other boy
I've ever
been friends
with has
been someone
that I've
been
able
to
play with,'
he
replied.
'And
we never
get
to play
together. All
we get
to do
is sit
here and
talk.'
'I
like sitting
here and
talking,' said Shmuel.
'Well,
I do too of
course,' said
Bruno. 'But
it's a
pity we
can't do
something more exciting
from time
to
time. A
bit of
exploring, perhaps. Or
a game
of
football. We've
never even
seen each
other without
all this
wire fencing
in the
way.'
Bruno often
made comments
like this
because he
wanted to
pretend that
the incident a
few months
earlier
when he
had denied
his friendship
with
Shmuel had
never taken
place.
It
still
preyed on
his
mind
and made
him feel
bad about
himself, although
Shmuel, to
his credit,
seemed to
have forgotten all
about
it.
'Maybe
someday
we
will,'
said
Shmuel.
'If
they
ever
let us
out.'
Bruno started
to think
more and
more about
the
two
sides of
the fence
and the
reason it
was there
in the first place. He
considered speaking to
Father or
Mother about
it but
suspected that they
would either be
angry with him
for mentioning
it or
tell him
some thing unpleasant about
Shmuel and
his family,
so
instead
he did something quite
unusual. He decided
Gretel's room had
changed quite
considerably since
the last
time he
had been
there. For
one thing
there
wasn't
a single
doll
in
sight. One
afternoon a month
or
so earlier,
around the
time that
Lieutenant Kotler had left Out-With,
Gretel had
decided that
she didn't
like dolls
any more
and had
put them
all into
four
large bags
and thrown
them away.
In their
place she had
hung up maps
of Europe
that Father
had given
her,
and every
day she
put little
pins into
them and
moved
the pins
around
constantly after
consulting
the
daily newspaper.
Bruno thought
she might
be
going mad.
But still, she
didn't tease him
or bully
him as much
as she
used to,
so he
thought there
could be
no harm
in talking
to her.
'Hello,' he said,
knocking politely
on her
door
because
he knew
how angry
she always
got if
he just
went
in.
'What
do you want?' asked
Gretel, who
was sit
ting at
her dressing
table, experimenting
with her
hair.
'Nothing,' said
Bruno.
'Then go away.'
Bruno
nodded but
came inside
anyway and
sat
down on
the side
of the
bed. Gretel
watched
him from out of
the side
of her
eyes but
didn't say
any
thing.
'Gretel,' he
said finally,
'can I
ask you
something?”
‘If you
'Everything here at
Out-With-' he
began, but
she
interrupted him
immediately.
'It's not called
Out-With, Bruno,'
she said
angrily,
as
if this
was the
worst mistake
anyone
had
ever
made in
the history
of
the
world.
'Why
can't you
pronounce it
right?'
'It
is
called OutWith,'
he protested.
'It's
not,' she
insisted, pronouncing
the name
of
the
camp correctly
for him.
Bruno
frowned and
shrugged his
shoulders at
the
same
time. 'But
that's what
I said,'
he said.
'No
it's not.
Anyway, I'm
not going
to argue
with
you,' said
Gretel, losing
her patience
already, for
she
had
very little
of it
to begin
with. 'What
is it
anyway?
What do
you want
to know?'
'I
want to
know about
the fence,'
he said firmly,
deciding that
this was
the most
important thing
to
begin
with. 'I
want to
l<.now why
it's there.'
Gretel turned
round in her
chair and looked
at him
curiously. 'You mean
you don't
know?' she
asked.
'No,'
said Bruno.
'I don't
understand why we're
not
allowed on
the other
side of
it. What's
so wrong
with us
that we
can't go
over there
and play?'
Gretel
stared at
him and
then suddenly
started
laughing, only
stopping when
she saw
that Bruno
was being perfectly serious.
'Bruno,' she
said in
a childish
voice, as
if this
was
the
most obvious
thing in
the world,
'the fence
isn't there to stop
us from
going over
there.
It's
to
stop
them from
coming
over here.'
Bruno
considered
this
but
it
didn't
make
things
any
clearer. 'But
why?' he
asked.
'Because they have
to be
kept together,'
explained
Gretel.
'With
their families,
you mean?'
'Well,
yes, with
their families.
But with
their own
kind
too.'
'What
do you mean, their
own kind?'
Gretel
sighed and
shook her
head. 'With
the other
Jews,
Bruno. Didn't
you know
that? That's
why they
have
to be
kept together.
They can't
mix with
us.'
'Jews,'
said Bruno,
testing the
word out.
He quite
liked the
way it
sounded. 'Jews,'
he repeated.
'All the
people
over that
side of
the fence
are Jews.'
'Yes, that's
right,' said
Gretel.
'Are
we Jews?'
Gretel
opened her
mouth wide,
as if
she had
been
slapped
in the
face. 'No,
Bruno,' she
said. 'No,
we
most
certainly are not.
And you
shouldn't even
say
something
like that.'
'But
why not?
What are
we then?'
'We're
...'
began Gretel,
but then
she had
to stop to
think about it.
'We're
..
.'
she repeated,
but she
wasn't
quite sure
what the
answer to
this question
really
was. 'Well
we're not
Jews,' she
said finally.
‘I know we’re not,’ said
Bruno in frustration. ‘I’m asking you if we’re not Jews, what are we instead?’
'We're
the
opposite,' said
Gretel,
answering quickly
and sounding a
lot more
satisfied with
this
answer. 'Yes,
that's it.
We're the
opposite.'
'All
right,' said
Bruno, pleased
that he had it
settled in
his head
at last.
'And the
Opposite live
on this side
of the
fence and
the Jews
live on
that.'
'That's
right, Bruno.'
'Don't the Jews
like the
Opposite then?'
'No, it's
us who
don't like
them, stupid.'
Bruno
frowned. Gretel
had been
told time
and
time again
that she
wasn't allowed
to call him stupid
but still
she persisted
with it.
'Well,
why don't
we like
them?' he
asked. 'Because
they're Jews,'
said Gretel.
'I
see. And
the Opposite
and the
Jews don't
get along.'
'No,
Bruno,' said
Gretel, but
she said
this slowly
because she
had discovered
something unusual
in her
hair and
was examining
it carefully.
'Well, can't
someone just
get them
together
and-'
Bruno was
interrupted by
the sound
of Gretel
breaking
into a
piercing scream;
one that
woke Mother
up from
her afternoon
nap and brought her
running
into the
bedroom to
find out which
of her
children had
murdered the other
one.
While
experimenting
with
her
hair
Gretel
had
found a tiny
egg, no
bigger than
the top
of a
pin. She
showed it
to Mother,
who looked
through her
hair, pulling
strands of
it apart
quickly, before
marching over
to Bruno
and doing
the same
thing to
him.
'Oh,
I don't
believe it,'
said Mother
angrily. 'I
knew something
like this
would happen
in a
place like
this.'
It
turned out
that both
Gretel and
Bruno had
lice in
their hair,
and Gretel
had to be treated
with a
special shampoo
that smelled
horrible and
afterwards she
sat in
her room
for hours
on end,
crying her
eyes out.
Bruno
had the
shampoo as
well, but
then Father
decided that
the best
thing was
for him
to start
afresh and
he got
a razor
and shaved
all Bruno's
hair off,
which made
Bruno cry.
It didn't
take long
and he
hated seeing
all his
hair float
down from
his head and
land on the
floor at
his feet,
but Father
said it
had to
be done.
Afterwards
Bruno looked
at himself
in the
bath room
mirror and
he felt sick.
His entire
head looked misshapen
now that he
was bald
and his
eyes looked
too big
for his
face. He
was almost
scared of
his own
reflection.
'Don't
worry,' Father
reassured him.
'It'll grow
back. It'll
only take
a few
weeks.'
'It's
the filth
around here
that did
it,' said
Mother.
'If
some people
could only
see the
effect this
place is
having on
us all.'
When he saw himself
in the
mirror Bruno
couldn't help
but think how
much like
Shmuel he
looked now,
and he
wondered whether
all the
people on
that side of
the fence
had lice
as well
and that
was why
all their
heads were
shaved too.
When
he
saw
his
friend
the
next
day
Shmuel
started
to laugh
at Bruno's
appearance, which didn't
do a
lot for
his dwindling
self-confidence.
'I
look just
like you
now,' said
Bruno sadly,
as if
this
was a
terrible thing
to admit.
'Only fatter,'
admitted Shmuel.
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