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The Boy in the Striped Pajamas
By John Boyne
Chapter 17 Audio |
Over the course
of the
next few
weeks Mother
seemed increasingly
unhappy with
life at
Out-With and
Bruno understood perfectly well
why that
might be. After
all, when
they'd first
arrived he
had hated
it, due
to the
fact that
it was
nothing like
home and
lacked such
things as
three best
friends for
life. But
that had
changed for
him over
time, mostly
due to
Shmuel, who
had become
more important
to him
than Karl
or Daniel
or Martin
had ever
been. But
Mother didn't
have a
Shmuel of
her own. There
was no
one for
her to
talk to,
and the
only person
who she
had been
remotely friendly
with
-
the young Lieutenant
Kotler
-
had been
transferred somewhere else.
Although he tried
not to
be one
of those
boys who
spends his time
listening at
keyholes and
down chimneys,
Bruno was
passing by
Father's office
one afternoon
while Mother
and Father
were inside
having one
of their
conversations. He didn't
mean to eavesdrop,
but they
were talking
quite loudly
and he
couldn't help
but overhear.
'It's
horrible,' Mother
was saying.
'Just horrible.
I
can't stand
it any
more.'
'We
don't have
any choice,'
said Father. 'This
is
our assignment
and-'
'No, this is
your
assignment,'
said
Mother.
'Your
assignment, not
ours. You
stay if
you want
to.'
'And
what will
people think,'
asked Father,
'if I permit you
and the
children to
return to
Berlin with
out me?
They will
ask questions
about my
commitment to
the work here.'
'Work?' shouted Mother.
'You call
this work?'
Bruno
didn't hear
much more
because the
voices were
getting closer
to the
door and
there was
always a
chance that
Mother would
come storming
out in search of
a medicinal
sherry, so
he ran back
upstairs instead.
Still, he
had heard
enough to know
that there was
a chance
they might
be returning
to Berlin, and
to his surprise
he didn't
know how
to feel
about that.
There
was one
part of
him that
remembered that
he
had loved
his own
life back
there, but
so many things would
have changed
by now.
Karl and
the other
two best
friends whose
names he
couldn't remember
would probably
have forgotten
about him
by now.
Grandmother was dead
and they
almost never heard from
Grandfather, who Father
said had
gone senile.
But
on the
other hand
he'd grown
used to
life at
Out-With: he
didn't mind
Herr Liszt,
he'd become
much friendlier
with Maria
than he
ever had
been back
in Berlin,
Gretel was
still going
through a
phase and keeping
out of
his way
(and she
didn't seem
to be
quite so
much of
a Hopeless
Case any
more) and
his afternoon
conversations with Shmuel
filled him
with happiness.
Bruno
didn't know
how to
feel and
decided that
whatever happened,
he would
accept the
decision without
complaint.
Nothing
at all
changed for
a few
weeks; life
went on
as ,normal.
Father spent
most of
his time
either in
his office
or on the other
side of
the fence.
Mother kept
very quiet
during the
day and
was having
an awful
lot more
of her
afternoon naps,
some of
them not even in the
afternoon but before
lunch, and
Bruno was
worried for
her health
because he'd
never known
anyone need
quite so
many medicinal sherries. Gretel
stayed in her
room concentrating on the
various maps
she had pasted
on the walls
and consulting the news
papers for
hours at
a time
before moving
the pins
around a
little. (Herr
Liszt was
particularly pleased
with her
for doing
this.)
And
Bruno did
exactly what
was asked
of him
and
caused no chaos
at all
and enjoyed
the fact
that he had
one secret friend
whom no
one knew
about.
Then
one day
Father summoned
Bruno and
Gretel into his office and
informed them
of the
changes that
were to
come.
'Sit down,
children,' he said,
indicating the two large
leather armchairs
that they
were usually
told
not to sit in
when they
had occasion
to visit
Father's
office because of
their grubby
mitts. Father
sat down
behind his
desk. 'We've
decided to
make a
few changes,’ he continued, looking a little sad as he
‘Yes, Father, of course,’ said Gretel.
'Certainly,
Father,' said
Bruno.
'And you
don't miss
Berlin at
all?'
The children
paused for
a moment
and glanced at
each other,
wondering which
one of
them was
going
to
commit to
an answer. 'Well,
I
miss
it terribly,'
said
Gretel
eventually. 'I
wouldn't mind
having some friends
again.'
Bruno smiled,
thinking about
his secret.
'Friends,' said
Father, nodding
his head.
'Yes, I've often
thought of
that.
It
must
have been
lonely for
you
at times.'
'Very
lonely,' said
Gretel in
a determined
voice.
'And you,
Bruno,' asked
Father, looking
at him
now.
'Do you
miss your friends?'
'Well,
yes,' he
replied, considering
his answer
care
fully.
'But I
think I'd
miss people
no matter
where I went.'
That was an
indirect reference
to Shmuel
but he
didn't
want to
make it
any more
explicit than
that.
'But would
you like
to go
back to
Berlin?' asked
Father.
'If
the chance
was there?'
'All of
us?' asked
Bruno.
Father
gave a
deep sigh
and shook
his head.
'Mother and
Gretel and
you. Back
to our
old house
in Berlin.
Would you
like that?'
Bruno thought
about it.
'Well, I
wouldn't like
it if
you
weren't
there,' he
said, because
that was
the chance.
'So you'd
prefer to
stay here
with me?'
'I'd
prefer all
four of
us to
stay together,'
he said,
reluctantly including Gretel
in that.
'Whether
that
was in
Berlin or
Out-With.'
'Oh,
Bruno!' said
Gretel in
an exasperated voice, and
he didn't
know whether
that was
because he might
be spoiling
the plans
for their
return or
because (according to her)
he continued
to mis
pronounce the
name of
their home.
'Well,
for the
moment I'm
afraid that's
going to
be impossible,'
said Father.
'I'm afraid
that the
Fury will
not relieve
me of
my command
just yet.
Mother, on
the other
hand,
thinks
this
would
be
a
good
time
for the
three of
you to
return home
and reopen
the house,
and when
I think
about it
..
.'
He paused
for a
moment and
looked out
of the
window to his
left
-the
window that
led off
to a
view of
the camp on
the other side
of the
fence. 'When
I think
about it,
perhaps she
is right. Perhaps
this is not
a place for
children.'
'There are hundreds of children
here,' said
Bruno,
without
really thinking
about his
words before
saying
them. 'Only
they're on
the other
side of
the fence.'
A
silence followed
this remark,
but it
wasn't like
a
normal silence
where it
just happens
that no
one is
talking.
It was
like a
silence that
was very
noisy.
Father
and Gretel
stared at
him and he
blinked in
surprise.
'What
do you mean
there are hundreds
of children
over there?'
asked Father.
'What do
you know of
what
goes on
over there?'
Bruno opened
his mouth
to speak
but worried
that
he
would get
himself into
trouble if
he revealed
too
much. 'I
can see
them from
my bedroom
window,' he
said
finally. 'They're
very far
away of
course, but
it
looks
like there
are hundreds.
All wearing
the striped
pyjamas.'
'The
striped pyjamas,
yes,' said
Father, nodding
his head.
'And you've
been watching,
have you?' 'Well,
I've seen
them,' said
.Bruno. 'I'm
not sure
if
that's
the same
thing.'
Father smiled. ‘Very good, Bruno,’ he said. ‘And
hesitated
again and then nodded his head, as if he had made a final decision.
'No,
she's right,'
he said,
speaking out
loud but
not
looking
at
either
Gretel
or
Bruno.
'She's
absolutely right.
You've been
here long
enough as
it
is.
It's time for
you to go
home.'
And so
the decision
was made.
Word was
sent
ahead
that the
house should
be cleaned,
the windows
washed, the
banister varnished, the linen pressed,
the beds made,
and Father
announced that
Mother,
Gretel
and Bruno
would be
returning to Berlin
within the
week.
Bruno found
that he
was not
looking forward
to
this as much
as he
would have expected
and he
dreaded having to
tell Shmuel the news.
Chapter 18 Audio |
The day after
Father told
Bruno that
he would be
returning to
Berlin soon,
Shmuel didn't
arrive at
the fence
as usual.
Nor did
he show
up the
day after
that. On
the third
day, when
Bruno arrived
there was
no one
sitting cross-legged ,on the
ground and
he waited for
ten minutes
and was
about to
turn back
for home,
extremely worried that
he would
have to
leave Out-With
without seeing
his friend
again,
when
a
dot in
the distance
became a
speck and
that became
a blob
and that
became a
figure and
that in
turn became
the boy
in the
striped pyjamas.
Bruno
broke into
a smile
when he
saw the
figure coming towards him
and he
sat down
on the
ground, taking
the piece
of bread
and the
apple he
had smuggled
with him
out of
his pocket
to give
to Shmuel.
But even
from a
distance he
could see
that his
friend looked
even more
unhappy than
usual, and
when he
got to
the fence
he didn't
reach for
the food
with his
usual eagerness.
'I
thought you
weren't coming
any more,'
said Bruno.
'I came
yesterday and
the day before
that and
you weren't
here.'
'I'm
sorry,' said
Shmuel. 'Something
happened.'
Bruno
looked at
him and
narrowed his
eyes, trying to
guess what
it might
be. He
wondered whether
Shmuel had
been told
that he
was going
home too;
after all,
coincidences like
that do
happen, such
as the
fact that
Bruno and
Shmuel shared
the same
birthday.
'Well?'
asked Bruno.
'What was
it?'
'Papa,' said
Shmuel. 'We
can't find
him.'
'Can't find
him? That's
very odd.
You mean
he's
lost?'
'I suppose
so,' said
Shmuel. 'He
was here
on
Monday and
then he
went on
work duty
with some
other
men and
none of
them have
come back.'
'And hasn't
he written
you a
letter?' asked
Bruno.
'Or
left a
note to
say when
he'll be
coming back?'
'No,'
said Shmuel.
'How odd,'
said Bruno.
'Have you
looked for
him?'
he asked
after a
moment.
'Of course
I have,'
said Shmuel
with a
sigh. 'I
did what you're always talking
about. I
did some
exploration.'
'And there
was no
sign?'
'None.'
'Well, that's
very strange,'
said Bruno.
'But I
think
there
must be a simple
explanation.'
'And what's
that?' asked
Shmuel.
'I imagine
the men were taken
to work
in another
town
and they
have to
stay there
for a
few days
until
the
work is
done. And
the post
isn't very
good here
anyway.
I expect
he'll turn
up one
day soon.'
'I
hope so,'
said Shmuel,
who looked
as if
he was
about to
cry. 'I
don't know
what we're
supposed to
do
without him.'
'I
could ask
Father if
you wanted,'
said Bruno
cau
tiously, hoping
that Shmuel
wouldn't say
yes.
'I don't
think that
would be
a good
idea,' said
Shmuel, which,
to Bruno's
disappointment, was not
a
flat-out rejection
of the
offer.
'Why
not?' he
asked. 'Father
is very
knowledgeable
about life
on that side
f
the fence.'
'I
don't think the soldiers
like us,'
said Shmuel.
'Well,' he
added with
something as
close to
a laugh
as he
could muster,
'I
know they
don't like
us. They
hate us.'
Bruno
sat
back
in
surprise.
'l;m
sure they
don't
hate you,'
he said.
'They
do,' said
Shmuel, leaning
forward, his
eyes
narrowing
and his
lips curling
up a
little in
anger. 'But
that's all
right because
I hate them too.
I
hate
them,' he
repeated forcefully.
'You
don't hate
Father, do
you?' asked
Bruno.
Shmuel bit his
lip and
said nothing.
He had
seen Bruno's
father
on
any
number
of
occasions
and
couldn't understand
how
such a
man could
have a
son who
was so
friendly and
kind.
'Anyway,'
said Bruno
after a
suitable pause,
not wishing
to discuss
that topic
any further,
'I have
something to
tell you too.'
'You
do?' asked
Shmuel, looking
up hopefully. 'Yes. I'm
going back
to Berlin.'
Shmuel's
mouth dropped
open in
surprise. 'When?' he
asked, his
voice catching
slightly in
his throat as
he did
so.
'Well,
this is
Thursday,' said Bruno.
'And we're
leaving on
Saturday. After
lunch.'
'But for
how long?'
asked Shmuel.
'I think
it's for
ever,' said
Bruno. 'Mother
doesn't
like it
at Out-With-
she says
it's no
place to
bring up
two
children
-
so
Father is
staying here
to work
because
the Fury
has big
things in
mind for him,
but
the
rest of
us are
going home.'
He
said the
word 'home',
despite the
fact that
he wasn't
sure where
'home' was
any more.
'So I
won't see
you again?'
asked Shmuel.
'Well, someday, yes,'
said Bruno.
'You could
come on a
holiday to
Berlin. You
can't stay
here for
ever after
all. Can
you?'
Shmuel shook
his head.
'I suppose
not,' he
said
sadly.
'I won't
have anyone
to talk
to any
more when
you're gone,'
he added.
'No,'
said Bruno.
He wanted
to add
the words,
'I'll
miss you too,
Shmuel,' to
the sentence
but found
that he
was a
little embarrassed
to say
them. 'So
to morrow
will be
the last
time we
see each
other until
then,' he
continued. 'We'll have
to say
our goodbyes then.
I'll try to
bring you
an extra
special treat.'
Shmuel
nodded
but
couldn't
find
any
words to
express his
sorrow.
'I
wish we'd
got to
play together,'
said Bruno
after a
long pause.
'Just once.
Just to
remember.'
‘So do I,’
said Shmuel.
'We've
been talking
to each
other for
more than
a year
and we
never got
to play
once. And
do you
know what
else?' he
added. 'All
this time
I've been
watching where
you live
from out
of my
bedroom window
and I've
never even
seen for
myself what
it's like.'
'You
wouldn't like
it,' said
Shmuel. 'Yours
is much
nicer,' he
added.
'I'd still
like to
have seen
it,' said
Bruno.
Shmuel
thought for
a few moments
and then
reached down
and put
his hand
under the
fence and
lifted it
a little,
to the
height where
a small
boy, perhaps
the size
and shape
of Bruno,
could fit
underneath.
'Well?' said Shmuel.
'Why don't
you then?'
Bruno blinked
and thought
about it.
'I don't
think
I'd
be allowed,' he said
doubtfully.
'Well, you're
probably not
allowed to
come here
and talk
to me
every day
either,' said
Shmuel. 'But
you still
do it,
don't you?'
'But if
I was
caught I'd
be in trouble,' said Bruno,
who
was sure
Mother and
Father would
not
approve.
'That's true,'
said Shmuel,
lowering the
fence
again
and looking
at the
ground with
tears in
his
eyes.
'I suppose
I'll see
you tomorrow
to say
goodbye
then.'
Neither
boy said
anything for
a moment. Suddenly Bruno
had a
brainwave.
'Unless
..
.'
he
began, thinking
about it
for a
moment and
allowing a
plan to hatch in his
head. He reached
a hand up
to his
head and
felt where
his hair
used
to be
but was
now just
stubble that hadn't
fully
grown
back. 'Don't
you remember
that you
said I
looked like you?' he asked
Shmuel. 'Since
I had
my
head
shaved?'
'Only fatter,'
conceded Shmuel.
'Well,
if that's
the case,'
said Bruno,
'and if
I had
a pair
of striped
pyjamas too,
then I
could come
over on a
visit and
no one
would be
any the
wiser.'
Shmuel's face brightened
up and
he broke
into a
wide smile. 'Do you think
so?' he
asked. 'Would
you
do
it?'
'Of course,'
said Bruno.
'It would
be a
great
adventure. Our final
adventure. I could
do some
exploring
at last.'
'And
you could
help me
look for
Papa,' said
Shmuel.
'Why not?'
said Bruno.
'We'll take
a walk
around and see whether
we can
find any
evidence. That's
always wise
when you're
exploring. The only
problem is
getting a
spare pair
of striped
pyjamas.'
Shmuel
shook his
head. 'That's
all right,'
he said.
'There's a
hut where they
keep them.
I can
get some
in my
size and
bring them
with me.
Then you
can change
and we
can look
for Papa.'
'Wonderful,' said
Bruno, caught
up in the
enthusiasm of
the moment.
'Then it's
a plan.'
'We'll meet
at the
same time
tomorrow,' said
Shmuel.
'Don't be
late this
time,' said
Bruno, standing
up
and dusting
himself down.
'And don't
forget the
striped
pyjamas.'
Both
boys
went
home
in
high
spirits that
after
noon.
Bruno imagined
a great
adventure ahead and
finally an
opportunity to
see what
was really
on the other
side of
the fence
before he
went back
to Berlin
-
not
to mention
getting in
a little
serious exploration as
well
-
and
Shmuel saw
a chance
to get
someone to
help him
in the
search for
his papa.
All
in
all, it
seemed like
a very sensible plan
and a
good
way
to say
goodbye.
Chapter 19 Audio |
The
next day-
Friday- was
another wet day.
When
Bruno
woke in
the morning
he looked
out of
his
window
and was disappointed to
see the
rain pouring
down. Had
it not
been for
the fact
that it
would
be
the last
chance for
him and
Shmuel to
spend any
time
together
-
not
to mention
the fact
that the
adventure would
be a
very exciting
one, especially
since
it involved
dressing up
-
he
would have
given
up
on it
for the
day and
waited until
some afternoon
the
following week,
when he
didn't have
anything
special planned.
However,
the clock
was ticking
and
there was
nothing he
could do
about it.
And
after
all,
it
was
only the
morning and
a lot
could happen
between
then and the late
afternoon, which was
when
the two
boys always
met. The
rain would
surely have
stopped by
then.
He
watched out
of the window
during morning
classes with
Herr Liszt,
but it
showed no
signs of slowing down then
and even
pounded noisily
against
the
window. He
watched during
lunch from
the
kitchen, when
it was
definitely starting
to ease
off
and
there was
even the
hint of
sunshine coming
from
behind a
black cloud.
He watched
during history
and geography lessons
in the afternoon, when
it reached
its
strongest force
yet and
threatened to
knock the
window
in.
Fortunately it
came to
an end
around the
time that
Herr Liszt
was leaving,
and so Bruno put
on a
pair
of
boots and
his heavy
raincoat, waited
until the
coast
was clear
and left
the house.
His
boots squelched in the
mud and
he started
to
enjoy the walk
more than
he ever
had before.
With every
step he
seemed to·
face the
danger of
toppling over
and falling
down, but
he never
did
and
managed to
keep his
balance, even
at a
particularly bad
part where,
when he
lifted his
left leg,
his boot
stayed implanted
in the mud while
his foot
slipped right out of
it.
He
looked up at
the skies,
and although
they were
still
very dark
he thought
the day
had probably
had enough
rain and
he would
be safe
enough this
after noon.
Of course
there would
be the
difficulty of explaining
why he
was so
filthy later
on when
he returned
home, but
he could
put that
down to
being a
typical boy,
which was
what Mother
claimed he
was, and
probably
not
get
into
too much
trouble.
(Mother
had been particularly
happy over
the previous
few days,
as each
box of
their belongings
had been
sealed and
packed into
a truck
for despatch
to Berlin.)
Shmuel was
waiting
for Bruno
when he
arrived, and
for
the first
time ever
he
wasn't
sitting cross legged on the
ground and
staring at
the dust
beneath
him
but standing, leaning against
the fence.
'Hello,
Bruno,' he
said when
he saw
his friend
approaching.
'Hello, Shmuel,' said
Bruno.
'I
wasn't sure
if we'd
ever see
each other
again
-:
with the
rain and
everything, I
mean,' said
Shmuel. 'I
thought you
might be
kept indoors.'
'It
was
touch and
go for
a while,'
said
Bruno.
'What with
the weather
being so
bad.'
Shmuel
nodded and
held out
his hands
to Bruno,
who opened
his mouth
in delight.
He was
carrying a
pair of striped
pyjama bottoms,
a striped
pyjama top
and a
striped cloth
cap exactly
like the
one he
was wearing.
It
didn't
look particularly clean but
it was
a disguise,
and Bruno
knew that
good
explorers
always wore
the right
clothes.
'You
still
want to
help
me
find
Papa?'
asked
Shmuel, and
Bruno nodded
quickly.
'Of
course,' he
said, although
finding Shmuel's papa
was not
as important
in his
mind as
the prospect
of exploring
the world
on the
other side
of the
fence. 'I
wouldn't let
you down.'
Shmuel
lifted the
bottom of
the fence
off the
ground and
handed the
outfit underneath to Bruno, being
particularly careful not
to let
it touch
the muddy
ground below.
'Thanks,' said Bruno,
scratching his stubbly
head
and wondering why
he hadn't
remembered to bring a bag
to hold
his own
clothes in.
The ground was
so ditty
here that
they would be
spoiled if he left
them on
the ground.
He didn't
have a
choice really.
He could
either leave
them here
until later
and accept
the fact
that they
would be
entirely caked
with mud;
or he
could call
the whole
thing off
and that, as
any explorer
of note
knows, would
have been
out of
the question.
'Well,
turn round/
said Bruno, pointing
at
his
friend as
he stood
there awkwardly.
'I
don't
want
you watching
me.'
Shmuel
turned round
and Bruno
took off
his over
coat and placed
it as
gently as
possible on
the ground.
Then he
took off
his shirt
and shivered
for a moment in
the cold
air before
putting on
the pyjama top.
As it
slipped over
his head
he made
the mistake
of breathing
through his
nose; it
did not
smell very
mce.
'When
was this
last washed?'
he
called out,
and
Shmuel turned
round.
'I don't
know
if
it's
ever
been
washed,'
said
Shmuel.
'Turn
round!'
shouted Bruno, and
Shmuel did
as he was
told. Bruno
looked left
and right
again but
there was
still no
one to
be seen,
so he
began the
dif ficult
task of
taking off
his trousers
while keeping
one leg
and one
boot on
the ground
at the
same time.
It felt
very strange
taking off
his trousers
in the
open air
and he
couldn't imagine
what anyone
would
think if
they saw
him doing
it, but
finally, and
with a
great deal
of effort,
he managed
to complete
the task.
'There,' he
said. 'You
can turn
back now.'
Shmuel
turned just
as Bruno
applied the
finishing touch
to his
costume, placing
the striped
doth cap
on his
head. Shmuel
blinked and
shook his
head.
It
was quite
extraordinary.
If
it wasn't
for the
fact that
Bruno was
nowhere near
as skinny as
the boys
on his
side of
the fence,
and not
quite so
pale either,
it would
have been
difficult to tell
them apart.
It was
almost (Shmuel
thought) as
if they were
all exactly the
same really.
'Do
you know
what this reminds
me
of?' asked
Bruno,
and Shmuel
shook his
head. 'What?'
he asked.
'It
reminds me
of
Grandmother,'
he
said.
'You
remember I
told you
about her?
The one
who died?'
Shmuel nodded;
he remembered
because
Bruno
had talked about her
a lot
over the
course of
the year
and
had
told
him
how
fond
he
had
been
of
Grandmother and
how he wished
he'd taken
the time to write more letters
to her before she passed away.
'It
reminds me of
the plays
she used to
put on with
Gretel and me,'
Bruno said,
looking away
from Shmuel as
he remembered those days
back in
Berlin, part
of the
very few
memories now
that refused
to fade. 'It reminds me
of how
she always
had the
right costume
for me
to wear.
You
wear the
right outfit
and you
feel/ike the
person you're
pretending to
be, she
always told
me. I
suppose that's
what I'm
doing, isn't
it? Pretending to be
a person
from the
other side
of the
fence.'
'A Jew,
you mean,'
said Shmuel.
'Yes,' said
Bruno, shifting
on his feet a
little uncomfortably.
'That's right.'
Shmuel pointed
at
Bruno's
feet
and
the
heavy
boots he
had taken
from the
house. 'You'll
have to
leave them
behind too,'
he said.
Bruno
looked appalled.
'But the
mud,' he
said. 'You
can't expect
me to
go barefoot.'
'You'll be
recognized otherwise,' said Shmuel.
'You don't
have any
choice.'
Bruno
sighed but
he knew
that his
friend was
right, and
he took
off the
boots and
his socks
and left
them beside
the pile
of clothes
on the
ground. At
first it
felt horrible
putting his
bare feet
into so
much mud;
they sank
down to
his ankles
and every
time he
lifted a
foot it
felt worse.
But then
he started
to rather
enjoy it.
Shmuel
reached down
and lifted
the base
of the
fence, but
it only
lifted to
a certain
height and
Bruno had no choice
but to
roll under
it, getting
his striped pyjamas
completely covered
in mud
as he
did so.
He laughed when he looked
down at
himself. He
had never been
so filthy
in all
his life
and it
felt wonderful.
Shmuel
smiled
too and
the
two
boys
stood
awkwardly together
for a moment, unaccustomed
to being
on the
same side of
the fence.
Bruno had
an urge
to give
Shmuel a hug,
just to
let him
know how
much he
liked him
and how
much he'd
enjoyed talking
to him
over the
last year.
Shmuel had
an urge
to give
Bruno a
hug too,
just to
thank him
for all
his many
kindnesses, and
his gifts
of food,
and the
fact that
he was
going to
help him
find Papa.
Neither of
them did
hug each
other though,
and instead
they began
the walk
away from
the fence
and towards
the camp,
a walk
that Shmuel
had done almost every
day for
a year
now, when
he had
escaped the
eyes of
the soldiers
and managed
to get
to that
one part
of Out-With
that didn't
seem to be guarded
all the
time, a
place where
he had
been lucky
enough to
meet a
friend like
Bruno.
It
didn't take long
to get
where they
were going.
Bruno opened
his eyes
in wonder
at the
things he
saw.
In
his
imagination he
had thought
that all
the huts were
full of
happy families,
some of whom sat
outside on
rocking chairs
in the
evening and
told stories
about how
things were
so much
better when
they were
children and
they'd had
respect for
their elders,
not like
the children
nowadays. He thought
that all
the boys
and girls
who lived
here would
be
in
different
groups, playing
tennis or
football, skipping
and drawing
out squares
for hopscotch
on the
ground.
He
had thought
that there
would be
a shop in
the centre,
and maybe
a small
cafe like
the ones
he had
known in
Berlin; he
had wondered
whether there
would be
a fruit
and vegetable
stall.
As it
turned out,
all the
things that
he thought
might
be there
-
weren't.
There were
no grown-ups sitting on
rocking chairs
on their
porches.
And
the children
weren't playing
games in
groups. And
not only
was there
not a
fruit and
vegetable stall,
but
there
wasn't
a
cafe either
like
there had
been
back in
Berlin.
Instead
there were
crowds of
people sitting
together in
groups, staring
at the ground, looking
horribly sad; they
all had
one thing
in common:
they were all terribly skinny
and their
eyes were
sunken and
they all
had shaved
heads, which
Bruno thought
must have
meant there
had been
an outbreak
of lice here too.
In
one corner
Bruno could
see three
soldiers who
seemed to
be in
charge of
a group
of about
twenty men.
They were
shouting
at
them,
and
some
of
the men
had fallen
to their
knees and
were remaining
there with
their heads
in their
hands.
In
another corner
he could
see more
soldiers standing
around and
laughing and
looking down
the barrels
of their
guns, aiming them in random
directions, but not
firing them.
In
fact everywhere
he looked,
all he
could see
was two
different types
of people: either
happy, laughing,
shouting soldiers
in their
uniforms or
unhappy, cry
ing people in
their striped
pyjamas, most
of whom
seemed to
be staring
into space
as if
they were
actually asleep.
'I
don't think
I like
it here,'
said Bruno
after a
while.
'Neither do
1,'
said
Shmuel.
'I think
I ought
to go
home,' said
Bruno.
Shmuel
stopped walking
and stared
at him. 'But
Papa,' he
said. 'You
said you'd
help me
find him.'
Bruno
thought
about
it.
He had
promised
his
friend
that and
he wasn't
the sort
to go
back on
a promise,
especially when
it was the
last time
they were
going to
see each
other. 'All
right,' he
said, although
he felt
a lot
less confident
now than
he had
before. 'But
where should
we look?'
'You
said
we'd
need to
find
evidence,'
said
Shmuel, who was
feeling upset
because he
thought that
if
Bruno didn't help
him, then
who would?
'Evidence,
yes,' said
Bruno, nodding
his head.
'You're right.
Let's start
looking.'
So Bruno
kept his
word and
the two boys
spent an hour
and a
half searching
the camp
looking for
evidence. They
weren't sure
exactly what
they were
looking for,
but Bruno
kept stating
that a good explorer
would know
it when
he found
it.
But they
didn't find
anything at
aU that might
give them
a clue
to Shmuel's
papa's disappearance,
and it
started to
get darker.
Bruno looked
up at
the sky
and it
looked like
it might
rain again.
'I'm sorry,
Shmuel,' he
said eventu
ally. 'I'm
sorry we
didn't find
any evidence.'
Shmuel nodded
his head
sadly. He
wasn't really
surprised. He
hadn't really
expected to.
But it
had been nice
having his
friend over
to see
where he
lived all
the same.
'I think
I ought
to go
home now,'
said Bruno.
'Will you
walk back
to the
fence with
me?'
Shmuel
opened his
mouth to
answer, but
right at
that moment
there was
a loud
whistle and
ten soldiers
-
more than Bruno had ever
seen gathered
together in one
place before- surrounded
an area
of the
camp, the
area in
which Bruno
and Shmuel
were standing.
'What's
happening?' whispered
Bruno.
'What's
going on?'
'It
happens sometimes,' said Shmuel.
'They make
people go
on marches.'
'Marches!'
said Bruno,
appalled. 'I
can't go
on a march.
I have to be
home in
time for dinner.
It's roast beef tonight.'
'Ssh,' said
Shmuel, putting
a
finger
to his
lips.
'Don't say anything
or they
get angry.'
Bruno
frowned but
was relieved
that all
the people
in striped
pyjamas from
this part
of the
camp were
gathering together
now, most
of them
being pushed
together by
the soldiers,
so that
he and
Shmuel were
hidden in
the centre
of them
and couldn't
be seen. He
didn't know
what everyone
looked so
frightened about
- after
all, marching
wasn't such
a terrible
thing
-
and he
wanted to
whisper to
them that
everything was
all right, that Father was
the Commandant,
and if
this was
the kind
of thing
that he
wanted the
people to
do then
it must
be all
right.
The whistles
blew again,
and this
time the
group
of people,
which must
have numbered
about a hundred,
started to
march slowly
together, with
Bruno and
Shmuel still
held together
in the
centre. There was some
sort of
disturbance towards the
back, where
some people
seemed unwilling
to march,
but Bruno
was too
small to
see what
happened and all
he heard was loud
noises, like
the sound
of gun
shots, but
he couldn't
make out
what they
were.
'Does the
marching go
on for long?'
he whispered
because he
was beginning to feel
quite hungry
now. 'I
don't think
so,'
said
Shmuel.
'I never
see
the
people after
they've gone
on a
march. But I wouldn't
imagine
it does.'
Bruno frowned.
He looked
up at
the sky,
and as
he did so there was
another loud
sound, this
time the
sound of
thunder
overhead,
and
just
as
quickly
the sky seemed to
grow even
darker, almost
black, and
rain poured
down even
more heavily
than it
had in
the morning.
Bruno closed
his eyes
for a
moment and
felt it
wash over
him. When
he opened
them
again
he wasn't
so much
marching as
being swept
along by
the group
of people,
and all
he could
feel was
the mud
that was
c;;tked all
over his
body and
his pyjamas
clinging to
his skin
with all
the rain
and he longed
to be back in
his house,
watching all this
from a
distance and
not wrapped
up in the centre
of it.
'That's it,'
he said
to Shmuel.
'I'm going
to catch
a
cold
out here.
I have
to go home.'
But just
as he
said this,
his feet
brought him
up a set
of steps,
and as
he marched
on he
found there
was no
more rain
coming down
any more
because they
were all
piling into
a long
room that
was surprisingly warm and
must have
been very
securely built
because no
rain was getting
in anywhere.
In fact
it felt
completely airtight.
'Well, that's
something,' he said,
glad to
be out
of
the storm
for a
few minutes
at least.
'I expect
we'll have to wait
here till
it eases
off and
then I'll
get to
go
home.'
Shmuel
gathered himself
very close
to Bruno
and looked
up at
him in
fright.
'I'm sorry
we didn't
find your
papa,' said
Bruno.
'It's all
right,' said Shmuel.
'And
I'm sorry
we didn't
really get
to play, but
when
you come
to Berlin,
that's what
we'll do.
And
I'll
introduce you
to ...
Oh,
what were
their names
again?'
he asked
himself, frustrated
because they were supposed to
be his
three best
friends for
life but they had all
vanished from
his memory
now. He couldn't
remember any
of their names
and he
couldn't picture
any of their
faces.
'Actually,' he
said, looking
down at
Shmuel, 'it
doesn't matter
whether I
do or
don't. They're
not my
best friends
any more
anyway.' He
looked down
and did
something quite
out of
character for
him: he
took hold
of Shmuel's
tiny hand
in his
and squeezed
it tightly.
'You're my
best friend,
Shmuel,' he
said. 'My
best
friend for life.'
Shmuel
may well
have opened
his mouth
to say
something back,
but Bruno
never heard
it because
at that
moment there
was a
loud gasp
from all
the marchers
who had
filled the
room,
as
the door
at
the front
was suddenly
closed and
a loud
metallic sound rang through
from
the outside.
And then
the room
went very
dark and
somehow, despite
the chaos
that followed,
Bruno found
that he
was still
holding Shmuel's
hand in
his own
and nothing
in the
world would
have persuaded
him to let it
go.
Chapter 20 Audio |
Several
days later,
after the
soldiers had
searched every
part of
the house
and gone
into all
the local
towns and
villages with
pictures of
the little
boy, one
of them discovered the pile
of clothes and
the pair of
boots that Bruno
had left
near the
fence. He
left them
there, undisturbed,
and went
to fetch
the Commandant,
who examined
the area
and looked
to his
left and
looked to
his right just
as Bruno
had done,
but for
the life of
him he could
not understand what
had happened to
his son.
It was
as if
he had
just vanished
off the
face of
the earth
and left
his clothes
behind him.
Mother did
not return
to Berlin
quite as
quickly as
she had hoped.
She stayed
at Out-With
for several
months waiting
for news
of Bruno
until one
day, quite
suddenly, she
thought he
might have
made his
way home
alone, so
she immediately returned to
their old
house, half
expecting to
see him
sitting on
the doorstep waiting
for her.
He
wasn't there,
of course.
Gretel returned to Berlin
with Mother
and spent
a
lot of
time alone in
her room crying,
not because
she
had
thrown her
dolls away
and not
because she
had
left
all her
maps behind
at Out-With,
but because she
missed Bruno so
much.
Father stayed
at Out-With
for another
year after
that and
became very
disliked by
the other
soldiers, whom
he ordered
around mercilessly.
He went
to sleep
every night
thinking about
Bruno and
he woke
up every
morning thinking
about
him
too.
One
day he
formed a
theory about
what might
have occurred
and he
went hack
to the
place in
the fence
where the
pile of
clothes had
been found
a year
before.
There was
nothing particularly
special about
this
place, or
different, but then
he did
a little
exploration of his own
and discovered
that the base
of the fence
here
was not
properly attached
to the
ground as
it was everywhere else and
that, when
lifted, it
left a
gap large
enough for
a very
small person
(such as a
little
boy) to
crawl underneath.
He looked
into the
distance then
and followed
it through
logically, step
by step
by step,
and when
he did
he found
that his
legs
seemed
to
stop
working
right
-
as
if
they
couldn't
hold his body
up any longer
-
and
he ended
up sitting
on the
ground in
almost exactly
the same position
as Bruno
had every
afternoon for
a year,
although he
didn't cross
his legs
beneath him.
A few
months after
that some
other soldiers
came
to Out-With
and Father
was ordered
to go
with
them, and
he went
without complaint
and he
was
happy
to do
so because
he didn't
really mind
what they did
to him
any more.
And that's
the end
of the
story about
Bruno and
his family.
Of course
all this
happened a
long time ago
and nothing
like that
could ever
happen again.
Not
in this
day and
age.
The End
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