Of Mice and Men
By John Steinbeck
Day 7 Audio |
It was very quiet in the
barn, and the quiet of the afternoon was on the ranch. Even the clang of the
pitched shoes, even the voices of the men in the game, seemed to grow more
quiet. The air in the barn was dusky in advance of the outside day. A pigeon
flew in through the open hay door and circled and flew out again. Around the
last stall came a shepherd bitch, lean and long, with heavy, hanging dugs.
Halfway to the packing box where the puppies were she caught the dead scent of
Curley’s wife, and the hair arose along her spine. She whimpered and cringed to
the packing box, and jumped in among the puppies.
Curley’s wife lay with a
half-covering of yellow hay. And the meanness and the plannings and the
discontent and the ache for attention were all gone from her face. She was very
pretty and simple, and her face was sweet and young. Now her rouged cheeks and
her reddened lips made her seem alive and sleeping very lightly. The curls, tiny
little sausages, were spread on the hay behind her head, and her lips were
parted.
As happens sometimes, a
moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound
stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment.
Then gradually time awakened
again and moved sluggishly on. The horses stamped on the other side of the
feeding racks and the halterchains clinked. Outside, the men’s voices became
louder and clearer.
From around the end of the
last stall old Candy’s voice came. “Lennie,” he called. “Oh, Lennie! You in
here? I been figuring some more. Tell you what we can do, Lennie.” Old Candy
appeared around the end of the last stall. “Oh, Lennie!” he called again; and
then he stopped, and his body stiffened. He rubbed his smooth wrist on his white
stubble whiskers. “I di’n’t know you was here,” he said to Curley’s wife.
When she didn’t answer, he
stepped nearer. “You oughten to sleep out here,” he said disapprovingly; and
then he was beside her and—“Oh, Jesus Christ!” He looked about helplessly, and
he rubbed his beard. And then he jumped up and went quickly out of the barn.
But the barn was alive now.
The horses stamped and snorted, and they chewed the straw of their bedding and
they clashed the chains of their halters. In a moment Candy came back, and
George was with him.
George said, “What was it you
wanted to see me about?”
Candy pointed at Curley’s
wife. George stared. “What’s the matter with her?” he asked. He stepped closer,
and then he echoed Candy’s words. “Oh, Jesus Christ!” He was down on his knees
beside her. He put his hand over her heart. And finally, when he stood up,
slowly and stiffly, his face was as hard and tight as wood, and his eyes were
hard.
Candy said, “What done it?”
George looked coldly at him.
“Ain’t you got any idear?” he asked. And Candy was silent. “I should of knew,”
George said hopelessly. “I guess maybe way back in my head I did.”
Candy asked, “What we gonna
do now, George? What we gonna do now?”
George was a long time in
answering. “Guess . . . . we gotta tell the . . . . guys. I guess we gotta get
‘im an’ lock ‘im up. We can’t let ‘im get away. Why, the poor bastard’d starve.”
And he tried to reassure himself. “Maybe they’ll lock ‘im up an’ be nice to
‘im.”
But Candy said excitedly, “We
oughta let ‘im get away. You don’t know that Curley. Curley gon’ta wanta get ‘im
lynched. Curley’ll get ‘im killed.”
George watched Candy’s lips.
“Yeah,” he said at last, “that’s right, Curley will. An’ the other guys will.”
And he looked back at Curley’s wife.
Now Candy spoke his greatest
fear. “You an’ me can get that little place, can’t we, George? You an’ me can go
there an’ live nice, can’t we, George? Can’t we?”
Before George answered, Candy
dropped his head and looked down at the hay. He knew.
George said softly, “—I think
I knowed from the very first. I think I know’d we’d never do her. He usta like
to hear about it so much I got to thinking maybe we would.”
“Then—it’s all off?” Candy
asked sulkily.
George didn’t answer his
question. George said, “I’ll work my month an’ I’ll take my fifty bucks an’ I’ll
stay all night in some lousy cat house. Or I’ll set in some poolroom till
ever’body goes home. An’ then I’ll come back an’ work another month an’ I’ll
have fifty bucks more.”
Candy said, “He’s such a nice
fella. I didn’ think he’d do nothing like this.”
George still stared at
Curley’s wife. “Lennie never done it in meanness,” he said. “All the time he
done bad things, but he never done one of ‘em mean.” He straightened up and
looked back at Candy. “Now listen. We gotta tell the guys. They got to bring him
in, I guess. They ain’t no way out. Maybe they won’t hurt ‘im.” He said sharply,
“I ain’t gonna let ‘em hurt Lennie. Now you listen. The guys might think I was
in on it. I’m gonna go in the bunk house. Then in a minute you come out and tell
the guys about her, and I’ll come along and make like I never seen her. Will you
do that? So the guys won’t think I was in on it?”
Candy said, “Sure, George.
Sure I’ll do that.”
“O.K. Give me a couple
minutes then, and you come runnin’ out an’ tell like you jus’ found her. I’m
going now.” George turned and went quickly out of the barn.
Old Candy watched him go. He
looked helplessly back at Curley’s wife, and gradually his sorrow and his anger
grew into words. “You God damn tramp”, he said viciously. “You done it, di’n’t
you? I s’pose you’re glad. Ever’body knowed you’d mess things up. You wasn’t no
good. You ain’t no good now, you lousy tart.” He sniveled, and his voice shook.
“I could of hoed in the garden and washed dishes for them guys.” He paused, and
then went on in a singsong. And he repeated the old words: “If they was a circus
or a baseball game . . . . we would of went to her . . . . jus’ said ‘ta hell
with work,’ an’ went to her. Never ast nobody’s say so. An’ they’d of been a pig
and chickens . . . . an’ in the winter . . . . the little fat stove . . . . an’
the rain comin’ . . . . an’ us jes’ settin’ there.” His eyes blinded with tears
and he turned and went weakly out of the barn, and he rubbed his bristly
whiskers with his wrist stump.
Outside the noise of the game
stopped. There was a rise of voices in question, a drum of running feet and the
men burst into the barn. Slim and Carlson and young Whit and Curley, and Crooks
keeping back out of attention range. Candy came after them, and last of all came
George. George had put on his blue denim coat and buttoned it, and his black hat
was pulled down low over his eyes. The men raced around the last stall. Their
eyes found Curley’s wife in the gloom, they stopped and stood still and looked.
Then Slim went quietly over
to her, and he felt her wrist. One lean finger touched her cheek, and then his
hand went under her slightly twisted neck and his fingers explored her neck.
When he stood up the men crowded near and the spell was broken.
Curley came suddenly to life.
“I know who done it,” he cried. “That big son-of-a-bitch done it. I know he done
it. Why—ever’body else was out there playin’ horseshoes.” He worked himself into
a fury. “I’m gonna get him. I’m going for my shotgun. I’ll kill the big
son-of-a-bitch myself. I’ll shoot ‘im in the guts. Come on, you guys.” He ran
furiously out of the barn. Carlson said, “I’ll get my Luger,” and he ran out
too.
Slim turned quietly to
George. “I guess Lennie done it, all right,” he said. “Her neck’s bust. Lennie
coulda did that.”
George didn’t answer, but he
nodded slowly. His hat was so far down on his forehead that his eyes were
covered.
Slim went on, “Maybe like
that time in Weed you was tellin’ about.”
Again George nodded.
Slim sighed. “Well, I guess
we got to get him. Where you think he might of went?”
It seemed to take George some
time to free his words. “He—would of went south,” he said. “We come from north
so he would of went south.”
“I guess we gotta get ‘im,”
Slim repeated.
George stepped close.
“Couldn’ we maybe bring him in an’ they’ll lock him up? He’s nuts, Slim. He
never done this to be mean.”
Slim nodded. “We might,” he
said. “If we could keep Curley in, we might. But Curley’s gonna want to shoot
‘im. Curley’s still mad about his hand. An’ s’pose they lock him up an’ strap
him down and put him in a cage. That ain’t no good, George.”
“I know,” said George, “I
know.”
Carlson came running in. “The
bastard’s stole my Luger,” he shouted. “It ain’t in my bag.” Curley followed
him, and Curley carried a shotgun in his good hand. Curley was cold now.
“All right, you guys,” he
said. “The nigger’s got a shotgun. You take it, Carlson. When you see ‘um, don’t
give ‘im no chance. Shoot for his guts. That’ll double ‘im over.”
Whit said excitedly, “I ain’t
got a gun.”
Curley said, “You go in
Soledad an’ get a cop. Get Al Wilts, he’s deputy sheriff. Le’s go now.” He
turned suspiciously on George. “You’re comin’ with us, fella.”
“Yeah,” said George. “I’ll
come. But listen, Curley. The poor bastard’s nuts. Don’t shoot ‘im. He di’n’t
know what he was doin’.”
“Don’t shoot ‘im?” Curley
cried. “He got Carlson’s Luger. ‘Course we’ll shoot ‘im.”
George said weakly, “Maybe
Carlson lost his gun.”
“I seen it this morning,”
said Carlson. “No, it’s been took.”
Slim stood looking down at
Curley’s wife. He said, “Curley—maybe you better stay here with your wife.”
Curley’s face reddened. “I’m
goin’,” he said. “I’m gonna shoot the guts outa that big bastard myself, even if
I only got one hand. I’m gonna get ‘im.”
Slim turned to Candy. “You
stay here with her then, Candy. The rest of us better get goin’.”
They moved away. George
stopped a moment beside Candy and they both looked down at the dead girl until
Curley called, “You George! You stick with us so we don’t think you had nothin’
to do with this.”
George moved slowly after
them, and his feet dragged heavily.
And when they were gone,
Candy squatted down in the hay and watched the face of Curley’s wife. “Poor
bastard,” he said softly.
The sound of the men grew
fainter. The barn was darkening gradually and, in their stalls, the horses
shifted their feet and rattled the halter chains. Old Candy lay down in the hay
and covered his eyes with his arm.
The deep green pool of the
Salinas River was still in the late afternoon. Already the sun had left the
valley to go climbing up the slopes of the Gabilan Mountains, and the hilltops
were rosy in the sun. But by the pool among the mottled sycamores, a pleasant
shade had fallen.
A water snake glided smoothly
up the pool, twisting its periscope head from side to side; and it swam the
length of the pool and came to the legs of a motionless heron that stood in the
shallows. A silent head and beak lanced down and plucked it out by the head, and
the beak swallowed the little snake while its tail waved frantically.
A far rush of wind sounded
and a gust drove through the tops of the trees like a wave. The sycamore leaves
turned up their silver sides, the brown, dry leaves on the ground scudded a few
feet. And row on row of tiny wind waves flowed up the pool’s green surface.
As quickly as it had come,
the wind died, and the clearing was quiet again. The heron stood in the
shallows, motionless and waiting. Another little water snake swam up the pool,
turning its periscope head from side to side.
Suddenly Lennie appeared out
of the brush, and he came as silently as a creeping bear moves. The heron
pounded the air with its wings, jacked itself clear of the water and flew off
down river. The little snake slid in among the reeds at the pool’s side.
Lennie came quietly to the
pool’s edge. He knelt down and drank, barely touching his lips to the water.
When a little bird skittered over the dry leaves behind him, his head jerked up
and he strained toward the sound with eyes and ears until he saw the bird, and
then he dropped his head and drank again.
When he was finished, he sat
down on the bank, with his side to the pool, so that he could watch the trail’s
entrance. He embraced his knees and laid his chin down on his knees.
The light climbed on out of
the valley, and as it went, the tops of the mountains seemed to blaze with
increasing brightness.
Lennie said softly, “I di’n’t
forget, you bet, God damn. Hide in the brush an’ wait for George.” He pulled his
hat down low over his eyes. “George gonna give me hell,” he said. “George gonna
wish he was alone an’ not have me botherin’ him.” He turned his head and looked
at the bright mountain tops. “I can go right off there an’ find a cave,” he
said. And he continued sadly, “—an’ never have no ketchup—but I won’t care. If
George don’t want me . . . . I’ll go away. I’ll go away.”
And then from out of Lennie’s
head there came a little fat old woman. She wore thick bull’s-eye glasses and
she wore a huge gingham apron with pockets, and she was starched and clean. She
stood in front of Lennie and put her hands on her hips, and she frowned
disapprovingly at him.
And when she spoke, it was in
Lennie’s voice. “I tol’ you an’ tol’ you,” she said. “I tol’ you, ‘Min’ George
because he’s such a nice fella an’ good to you.’ But you don’t never take no
care. You do bad things.”
And Lennie answered her, “I
tried, Aunt Clara, ma’am. I tried and tried. I couldn’t help it.”
“You never give a thought to
George,” she went on in Lennie’s voice. “He been doin’ nice things for you alla
time. When he got a piece of pie you always got half or more’n half. An’ if they
was any ketchup, why he’d give it all to you.”
“I know,” said Lennie
miserably. “I tried, Aunt Clara, ma’am. I tried and tried.”
She interrupted him. “All the
time he coulda had such a good time if it wasn’t for you. He woulda took his pay
an’ raised hell in a whorehouse, and he coulda set in a pool room an’ played
snooker. But he got to take care of you.”
Lennie moaned with grief. “I
know, Aunt Clara, ma’am. I’ll go right off in the hills an’ I’ll fin’ a cave an’
I’ll live there so I won’t be no more trouble to George.”
“You jus’ say that,” she said
sharply. “You’re always sayin’ that, an’ you know sonofabitching well you ain’t
never gonna do it. You’ll jus’ stick around an’ stew the b’Jesus outa George all
the time.”
Lennie said, “I might jus’ as
well go away. George ain’t gonna let me tend no rabbits now.”
Aunt Clara was gone, and from
out of Lennie’s head there came a gigantic rabbit. It sat on its haunches in
front of him, and it waggled its ears and crinkled its nose at him. And it spoke
in Lennie’s voice too.
“Tend rabbits,” it said
scornfully. “You crazy bastard. You ain’t fit to lick the boots of no rabbit.
You’d forget ‘em and let ‘em go hungry. That’s what you’d do. An’ then what
would George think?”
“I would
not forget,” Lennie said loudly.
“The hell you wouldn’,” said
the rabbit. “You ain’t worth a greased jack-pin to ram you into hell. Christ
knows George done ever’thing he could to jack you outa the sewer, but it don’t
do no good. If you think George gonna let you tend rabbits, you’re even
crazier’n usual. He ain’t. He’s gonna beat hell outa you with a stick, that’s
what he’s gonna do.”
Now Lennie retorted
belligerently, “He ain’t neither. George won’t do nothing like that. I’ve knew
George since—I forget when—and he ain’t never raised his han’ to me with a
stick. He’s nice to me. He ain’t gonna be mean.”
“Well, he’s sick of you,”
said the rabbit. “He’s gonna beat hell outa you an’ then go away an’ leave you.”
“He won’t,” Lennie cried
frantically. “He won’t do nothing like that. I know George. Me an’ him travels
together.”
But the rabbit repeated
softly over and over, “He gonna leave you, ya crazy bastard. He gonna leave ya
all alone. He gonna leave ya, crazy bastard.”
Lennie put his hands over his
ears. “He ain’t, I tell ya he ain’t.” And he cried, “Oh! George—George—George!”
George came quietly out of
the brush and the rabbit scuttled back into Lennie’s brain.
George said quietly, “What
the hell you yellin’ about?”
Lennie got up on his knees.
“You ain’t gonna leave me, are ya, George? I know you ain’t.”
George came stiffly near and
sat down beside him. “No.”
“I knowed it,” Lennie cried.
“You ain’t that kind.”
George was silent.
Lennie said, “George.”
“Yeah?”
“I done another bad thing.”
“It don’t make no
difference,” George said, and he fell silent again.
Only the topmost ridges were
in the sun now. The shadow in the valley was blue and soft. From the distance
came the sound of men shouting to one another. George turned his head and
listened to the shouts.
Lennie said, “George.”
“Yeah?”
“Ain’t you gonna give me
hell?”
“Give ya hell?”
“Sure, like you always done
before. Like, ‘If I di’n’t have you I’d take my fifty bucks—’”
“Jesus Christ, Lennie! You
can’t remember nothing that happens, but you remember ever’ word I say.”
“Well, ain’t you gonna say
it?”
George shook himself. He said
woodenly, “If I was alone I could live so easy.” His voice was monotonous, had
no emphasis. “I could get a job an’ not have no mess.” He stopped.
“Go on,” said Lennie. “An’
when the enda the month come—”
“An’ when the end of the
month came I could take my fifty bucks an’ go to a . . . . cat house—” He
stopped again.
Lennie looked eagerly at him.
“Go on, George. Ain’t you gonna give me no more hell?”
“No,” said George.
“Well, I can go away,” said
Lennie. “I’ll go right off in the hills an’ find a cave if you don’ want me.”
George shook himself again.
“No,” he said. “I want you to stay with me here.”
Lennie said craftily—“Tell me
like you done before.”
“Tell you what?”
“’Bout the other guys an’
about us.”
George said, “Guys like us
got no fambly. They make a little stake an’ then they blow it in. They ain’t got
nobody in the worl’ that gives a hoot in hell about ‘em—”
“But
not us,” Lennie cried happily. “Tell about us now.”
George was quiet for a
moment. “But not us,” he said.
“Because—”
“Because I got you an’—”
“An’ I got you. We got each
other, that’s what, that gives a hoot in hell about us,” Lennie cried in
triumph.
The little evening breeze
blew over the clearing and the leaves rustled and the wind waves flowed up the
green pool. And the shouts of men sounded again, this time much closer than
before.
George took off his hat. He
said shakily, “Take off your hat, Lennie. The air feels fine.”
Lennie removed his hat
dutifully and laid it on the ground in front of him. The shadow in the valley
was bluer, and the evening came fast. On the wind the sound of crashing in the
brush came to them.
Lennie said, “Tell how it’s
gonna be.”
George had been listening to
the distant sounds. For a moment he was businesslike. “Look acrost the river,
Lennie, an’ I’ll tell you so you can almost see it.”
Lennie turned his head and
looked off across the pool and up the darkening slopes of the Gabilans. “We
gonna get a little place,” George began. He reached in his side pocket and
brought out Carlson’s Luger; he snapped off the safety, and the hand and gun lay
on the ground behind Lennie’s back. He looked at the back of Lennie’s head, at
the place where the spine and skull were joined.
A man’s voice called from up
the river, and another man answered.
“Go on,” said Lennie.
George raised the gun and his
hand shook, and he dropped his hand to the ground again.
“Go on,” said Lennie. “How’s
it gonna be. We gonna get a little place.”
“We’ll have a cow,” said
George. “An’ we’ll have maybe a pig an’ chickens . . . . an’ down the flat we’ll
have a . . . . little piece alfalfa—”
“For the rabbits,” Lennie
shouted.
“For the rabbits,” George
repeated.
“And I get to tend the
rabbits.”
“An’ you get to tend the
rabbits.”
Lennie giggled with
happiness. “An’ live on the fatta the lan’.”
“Yes.”
Lennie turned his head.
“No, Lennie. Look down there
acrost the river, like you can almost see the place.”
Lennie obeyed him. George
looked down at the gun.
There were crashing footsteps
in the brush now. George turned and looked toward them.
“Go on, George. When we gonna
do it?”
“Gonna do it soon.”
“Me an’ you.”
“You . . . . an’ me.
Ever’body gonna be nice to you. Ain’t gonna be no more trouble. Nobody gonna
hurt nobody nor steal from ‘em.”
Lennie said, “I thought you
was mad at me, George.”
“No,” said George. “No,
Lennie. I ain’t mad. I never been mad, an’ I ain’t now. That’s a thing I want ya
to know.”
The voices came close now.
George raised the gun and listened to the voices.
Lennie begged, “Le’s do it
now. Le’s get that place now.”
“Sure, right now. I gotta. We
gotta.”
And George raised the gun and
steadied it, and he brought the muzzle of it close to the back of Lennie’s head.
The hand shook violently, but his face set and his hand steadied. He pulled the
trigger. The crash of the shot rolled up the hills and rolled down again. Lennie
jarred, and then settled slowly forward to the sand, and he lay without
quivering.
George shivered and looked at
the gun, and then he threw it from him, back up on the bank, near the pile of
old ashes.
The brush seemed filled with
cries and with the sound of running feet. Slim’s voice shouted. “George. Where
you at, George?”
But George sat stiffly on the
bank and looked at his right hand that had thrown the gun away. The group burst
into the clearing, and Curley was ahead. He saw Lennie lying on the sand. “Got
him, by God.” He went over and looked down at Lennie, and then he looked back at
George. “Right in the back of the head,” he said softly.
Slim came directly to George
and sat down beside him, sat very close to him. “Never you mind,” said Slim. “A
guy got to sometimes.”
But Carlson was standing over
George. “How’d you do it?” he asked.
“I just done it,” George said
tiredly.
“Did he have my gun?”
“Yeah. He had your gun.”
“An’ you got it away from him
and you took it an’ you killed him?”
“Yeah. Tha’s how.” George’s
voice was almost a whisper. He looked steadily at his right hand that had held
the gun.
Slim twitched George’s elbow.
“Come on, George. Me an’ you’ll go in an’ get a drink.”
George let himself be helped
to his feet. “Yeah, a drink.”
Slim said, “You hadda,
George. I swear you hadda. Come on with me.” He led George into the entrance of
the trail and up toward the highway.
Curley and Carlson looked
after them. And Carlson said, “Now what the hell ya suppose is eatin’ them two
guys?”
THE END
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