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The Red Badge of Courage
By Stephen Crane
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CHAPTER 10
The tattered man stood musing.
"Well, he was a reg'lar
jim-dandy fer nerve, wa'n't he," said he finally in a little awestruck voice. "A
reg'lar jim-dandy." He thoughtfully poked one of the docile hands with his foot.
"I wonner where he got 'is stren'th from? I never seen a man do like that
before. It was a funny thing. Well, he was a reg'lar jim-dandy."
The youth desired to
screech out his grief. He was stabbed, but his tongue lay dead in the tomb of
his mouth. He threw himself again upon the ground and began to brood.
The tattered man stood
musing.
"Look-a-here, pardner," he
said, after a time. He regarded the corpse as he spoke. "He 's up an' gone,
ain't 'e, an' we might as well begin t' look out fer ol' number one. This here
thing is all over. He 's up an' gone, ain't 'e? An' he 's all right here. Nobody
won't bother 'im. An' I must say I ain't enjoying any great health m'self these
days."
The youth, awakened by the
tattered soldier's tone, looked quickly up. He saw that he was swinging
uncertainly on his legs and that his face had turned to a shade of blue.
"Good Lord!" he cried, "you
ain't goin' t'--not you, too."
The tattered man waved his
hand. "Nary die," he said. "All I want is some pea soup an' a good bed. Some pea
soup," he repeated dreamfully.
The youth arose from the
ground. "I wonder where he came from. I left him over there." He pointed. "And
now I find 'im here. And he was coming from over there, too." He indicated a new
direction. They both turned toward the body as if to ask of it a question.
"Well," at length spoke the
tattered man, "there ain't no use in our stayin' here an' tryin' t' ask him
anything."
The youth nodded an assent
wearily. They both turned to gaze for a moment at the corpse.
The youth murmured
something.
"Well, he was a jim-dandy,
wa'n't 'e?" said the tattered man as if in response.
They turned their backs
upon it and started away. For a time they stole softly, treading with their
toes. It remained laughing there in the grass.
"I'm commencin' t' feel
pretty bad," said the tattered man, suddenly breaking one of his little
silences. "I'm commencin' t' feel pretty damn' bad."
The youth groaned. "Oh
Lord!" He wondered if he was to be the tortured witness of another grim
encounter.
But his companion waved his
hand reassuringly. "Oh, I'm not goin' t' die yit! There too much dependin' on me
fer me t' die yit. No, sir! Nary die! I CAN'T! Ye'd oughta see th' swad a'
chil'ren I've got, an' all like that."
The youth glancing at his
companion could see by the shadow of a smile that he was making some kind of
fun.
As the plodded on the
tattered soldier continued to talk. "Besides, if I died, I wouldn't die th' way
that feller did. That was th' funniest thing. I'd jest flop down, I would. I
never seen a feller die th' way that feller did.
"Yeh know Tom Jamison, he
lives next door t' me up home. He's a nice feller, he is, an' we was allus good
friends. Smart, too. Smart as a steel trap. Well, when we was a-fightin' this
atternoon, all-of-a-sudden he begin t' rip up an' cuss an' beller at me. 'Yer
shot, yeh blamed infernal!'--he swear horrible--he ses t' me. I put up m' hand
t' m' head an' when I looked at m' fingers, I seen, sure 'nough, I was shot. I
give a holler an' begin t' run, but b'fore I could git away another one hit me
in th' arm an' whirl' me clean 'round. I got skeared when they was all
a-shootin' b'hind me an' I run t' beat all, but I cotch it pretty bad. I've an
idee I'd a been fightin' yit, if t'was n't fer Tom Jamison."
Then he made a calm
announcement: "There's two of 'em--little ones--but they 're beginnin' t' have
fun with me now. I don't b'lieve I kin walk much furder."
They went slowly on in
silence. "Yeh look pretty peek'ed yerself," said the tattered man at last. "I
bet yeh 've got a worser one than yeh think. Ye'd better take keer of yer hurt.
It don't do t' let sech things go. It might be inside mostly, an' them plays
thunder. Where is it located?" But he continued his harangue without waiting for
a reply. "I see a feller git hit plum in th' head when my reg'ment was
a-standin' at ease onct. An' everybody yelled to 'im: 'Hurt, John? Are yeh hurt
much?' 'No,' ses he. He looked kinder surprised, an' he went on tellin' 'em how
he felt. He sed he didn't feel nothin'. But, by dad, th' first thing that feller
knowed he was dead. Yes, he was dead--stone dead. So, yeh wanta watch out. Yeh
might have some queer kind 'a hurt yerself. Yeh can't never tell. Where is
your'n located?"
The youth had been
wriggling since the introduction of this topic. He now gave a cry of
exasperation and made a furious motion with his hand. "Oh, don't bother me!" he
said. He was enraged against the tattered man, and could have strangled him. His
companions seemed ever to play intolerable parts. They were ever upraising the
ghost of shame on the stick of their curiosity. He turned toward the tattered
man as one at bay. "Now, don't bother me," he repeated with desperate menace.
"Well, Lord knows I don't
wanta bother anybody," said the other. There was a little accent of despair in
his voice as he replied, "Lord knows I 've gota 'nough m' own t' tend to."
The youth, who had been
holding a bitter debate with himself and casting glances of hatred and contempt
at the tattered man, here spoke in a hard voice. "Good-by," he said.
The tattered man looked at
him in gaping amazement. "Why--why, pardner, where yeh goin'?" he asked
unsteadily. The youth looking at him, could see that he, too, like that other
one, was beginning to act dumb and animal-like. His thoughts seemed to be
floundering about in his head. "Now--now--look--a--here, you Tom Jamison--now--
I won't have this--this here won't do. Where--where yeh goin'?"
The youth pointed vaguely.
"Over there," he replied.
"Well, now
look--a--here--now," said the tattered man, rambling on in idiot fashion. His
head was hanging forward and his words were slurred. "This thing won't do, now,
Tom Jamison. It won't do. I know yeh, yeh pig-headed devil. Yeh wanta go
trompin' off with a bad hurt. It ain't right--now--Tom Jamison --it ain't. Yeh
wanta leave me take keer of yeh, Tom Jamison. It ain't--right--it ain't--fer yeh
t' go--trompin' off--with a bad hurt--it ain't--ain't--ain't right--it ain't."
In reply the youth climbed
a fence and started away. He could hear the tattered man bleating plaintively.
Once he faced about
angrily. "What?"
"Look--a--here, now, Tom
Jamison--now--it ain't--"
The youth went on. Turning
at a distance he saw the tattered man wandering about helplessly in the field.
He now thought that he
wished he was dead. He believed he envied those men whose bodies lay strewn over
the grass of the fields and on the fallen leaves of the forest.
The simple questions of the
tattered man had been knife thrusts to him. They asserted a society that probes
pitilessly at secrets until all is apparent. His late companion's chance
persistency made him feel that he could not keep his crime concealed in his
bosom. It was sure to be brought plain by one of those arrows which cloud the
air and are constantly pricking, discovering, proclaiming those things which are
willed to be forever hidden. He admitted that he could not defend himself
against this agency. It was not within the power of vigilance.
CHAPTER 11
He became aware that the furnace roar of the battle
was growing louder. Great blown clouds had floated to the still heights of air
before him. The noise, too, was approaching. The woods filtered men and the
fields became dotted.
As he rounded a hillock, he
perceived that the roadway was now a crying mass of wagons, teams, and men. From
the heaving tangle issued exhortations, commands, imprecations. Fear was
sweeping it all along. The cracking whips bit and horses plunged and tugged. The
white-topped wagons strained and stumbled in their exertions like fat sheep.
The youth felt comforted in
a measure by this sight. They were all retreating. Perhaps, then, he was not so
bad after all. He seated himself and watched the terror-stricken wagons. They
fled like soft, ungainly animals. All the roarers and lashers served to help him
to magnify the dangers and horrors of the engagement that he might try to prove
to himself that the thing with which men could charge him was in truth a
symmetrical act. There was an amount of pleasure to him in watching the wild
march of this vindication.
Presently the calm head of
a forward-going column of infantry appeared in the road. It came swiftly on.
Avoiding the obstructions gave it the sinuous movement of a serpent. The men at
the head butted mules with their musket stocks. They prodded teamsters
indifferent to all howls. The men forced their way through parts of the dense
mass by strength. The blunt head of the column pushed. The raving teamsters
swore many strange oaths.
The commands to make way
had the ring of a great importance in them. The men were going forward to the
heart of the din. They were to confront the eager rush of the enemy. They felt
the pride of their onward movement when the remainder of the army seemed trying
to dribble down this road. They tumbled teams about with a fine feeling that it
was no matter so long as their column got to the front in time. This importance
made their faces grave and stern. And the backs of the officers were very rigid.
As the youth looked at them
the black weight of his woe returned to him. He felt that he was regarding a
procession of chosen beings. The separation was as great to him as if they had
marched with weapons of flame and banners of sunlight. He could never be like
them. He could have wept in his longings.
He searched about in his
mind for an adequate malediction for the indefinite cause, the thing upon which
men turn the words of final blame. It--whatever it was--was responsible for him,
he said. There lay the fault.
The haste of the column to
reach the battle seemed to the forlorn young man to be something much finer than
stout fighting. Heroes, he thought, could find excuses in that long seething
lane. They could retire with perfect self-respect and make excuses to the stars.
He wondered what those men
had eaten that they could be in such haste to force their way to grim chances of
death. As he watched his envy grew until he thought that he wished to change
lives with one of them. He would have liked to have used a tremendous force, he
said, throw off himself and become a better. Swift pictures of himself, apart,
yet in himself, came to him--a blue desperate figure leading lurid charges with
one knee forward and a broken blade high--a blue, determined figure standing
before a crimson and steel assault, getting calmly killed on a high place before
the eyes of all. He thought of the magnificent pathos of his dead body.
These thoughts uplifted
him. He felt the quiver of war desire. In his ears, he heard the ring of
victory. He knew the frenzy of a rapid successful charge. The music of the
trampling feet, the sharp voices, the clanking arms of the column near him made
him soar on the red wings of war. For a few moments he was sublime.
He thought that he was
about to start for the front. Indeed, he saw a picture of himself, dust-stained,
haggard, panting, flying to the front at the proper moment to seize and throttle
the dark, leering witch of calamity.
Then the difficulties of
the thing began to drag at him. He hesitated, balancing awkwardly on one foot.
He had no rifle; he could
not fight with his hands, said he resentfully to his plan. Well, rifles could be
had for the picking. They were extraordinarily profuse.
Also, he continued, it
would be a miracle if he found his regiment. Well, he could fight with any
regiment.
He started forward slowly.
He stepped as if he expected to tread upon some explosive thing. Doubts and he
were struggling.
He would truly be a worm if
any of his comrades should see him returning thus, the marks of his flight upon
him. There was a reply that the intent fighters did not care for what happened
rearward saving that no hostile bayonets appeared there. In the battle-blur his
face would, in a way, be hidden, like the face of a cowled man.
But then he said that his
tireless fate would bring forth, when the strife lulled for a moment, a man to
ask of him an explanation. In imagination he felt the scrutiny of his companions
as he painfully labored through some lies.
Eventually, his courage
expended itself upon these objections. The debates drained him of his fire.
He was not cast down by
this defeat of his plan, for, upon studying the affair carefully, he could not
but admit that the objections were very formidable.
Furthermore, various
ailments had begun to cry out. In their presence he could not persist in flying
high with the wings of war; they rendered it almost impossible for him to see
himself in a heroic light. He tumbled headlong.
He discovered that he had a
scorching thirst. His face was so dry and grimy that he thought he could feel
his skin crackle. Each bone of his body had an ache in it, and seemingly
threatened to break with each movement. His feet were like two sores. Also, his
body was calling for food. It was more powerful than a direct hunger. There was
a dull, weight-like feeling in his stomach, and, when he tried to walk, his head
swayed and he tottered. He could not see with distinctness. Small patches of
green mist floated before his vision.
While he had been tossed by
many emotions, he had not been aware of ailments. Now the beset him and made
clamor. As he was at last compelled to pay attention to them, his capacity for
self-hate was multiplied. In despair, he declared that he was not like those
others. He now conceded it to be impossible that he should ever become a hero.
He was a craven loon. Those pictures of glory were piteous things. He groaned
from his heart and went staggering off.
A certain mothlike quality
within him kept him in the vicinity of the battle. He had a great desire to see,
and to get news. He wished to know who was winning.
He told himself that,
despite his unprecedented suffering, he had never lost his greed for a victory,
yet, he said, in a half-apologetic manner to his conscience, he could not but
know that a defeat for the army this time might mean many favorable things for
him. The blows of the enemy would splinter regiments into fragments. Thus, many
men of courage, he considered, would be obliged to desert the colors and scurry
like chickens. He would appear as one of them. They would be sullen brothers in
distress, and he could then easily believe he had not run any farther or faster
than they. And if he himself could believe in his virtuous perfection, he
conceived that there would be small trouble in convincing all others.
He said, as if in excuse
for this hope, that previously the army had encountered great defeats and in a
few months had shaken off all blood and tradition of them, emerging as bright
and valiant as a new one; thrusting out of sight the memory of disaster, and
appearing with the valor and confidence of unconquered legions. The shrilling
voices of the people at home would pipe dismally for a time, but various general
were usually compelled to listen to these ditties. He of course felt no
compunctions for proposing a general as a sacrifice. He could not tell who the
chosen for the barbs might be, so he could center no direct sympathy upon him.
The people were afar and he did not conceive public opinion to be accurate at
long range. It was quite probable they would hit the wrong man who, after he had
recovered from his amazement would perhaps spend the rest of his days in writing
replies to the songs of his alleged failure. It would be very unfortunate, no
doubt, but in this case a general was of no consequence to the youth.
In a defeat there would be
a roundabout vindication of himself. He thought it would prove, in a manner,
that he had fled early because of his superior powers of perception. A serious
prophet upon predicting a flood should be the first man to climb a tree. This
would demonstrate that he was indeed a seer.
A moral vindication was
regarded by the youth as a very important thing. Without salve, he could not, he
though, were the sore badge of his dishonor through life. With his heart
continually assuring him that he was despicable, he could not exist without
making it, through his actions, apparent to all men.
If the army had gone
gloriously on he would be lost. If the din meant that now his army's flags were
tilted forward he was a condemned wretch. He would be compelled to doom himself
to isolation. If the men were advancing, their indifferent feet were trampling
upon his chances for a successful life.
As these thoughts went
rapidly through his mind, he turned upon them and tried to thrust them away. He
denounced himself as a villain. He said that he was the most unutterably selfish
man in existence. His mind pictured the soldiers who would place their defiant
bodies before the spear of the yelling battle fiend, and as he saw their
dripping corpses on an imagined field, he said that he was their murderer.
Again he thought that he
wished he was dead. He believed that he envied a corpse. Thinking of the slain,
he achieved a great contempt for some of them, as if they were guilty for thus
becoming lifeless. They might have been killed by lucky chances, he said, before
they had had opportunities to flee or before they had been really tested. Yet
they would receive laurels from tradition. He cried out bitterly that their
crowns were stolen and their robes of glorious memories were shams. However, he
still said that it was a great pity he was not as they.
A defeat of the army had
suggested itself to him as a means of escape from the consequences of his fall.
He considered, now, however, that it was useless to think of such a possibility.
His education had been that success for that might blue machine was certain;
that it would make victories as a contrivance turns out buttons. He presently
discarded all his speculations in the other direction. He returned to the creed
of soldiers.
When he perceived again
that it was not possible for the army to be defeated, he tried to bethink him of
a fine tale which he could take back to his regiment, and with it turn the
expected shafts of derision.
But, as he mortally feared
these shafts, it became impossible for him to invent a tale he felt he could
trust. He experimented with many schemes, but threw them aside one by one as
flimsy. He was quick to see vulnerable places in them all.
Furthermore, he was much
afraid that some arrow of scorn might lay him mentally low before he could raise
his protecting tale.
He imagined the whole
regiment saying: "Where's Henry Fleming? He run, didn't 'e? Oh, my!" He recalled
various persons who would be quite sure to leave him no peace about it. They
would doubtless question him with sneers, and laugh at his stammering
hesitation. In the next engagement they would try to keep watch of him to
discover when he would run.
Wherever he went in camp,
he would encounter insolent and lingeringly cruel stares. As he imagined himself
passing near a crowd of comrades, he could hear one say, "There he goes!"
Then, as if the heads were
moved by one muscle, all the faces were turned toward him with wide, derisive
grins. He seemed to hear some one make a humorous remark in a low tone. At it
the others all crowed and cackled. He was a slang phrase.
CHAPTER 12
The column that had butted stoutly at the obstacles
in the roadway was barely out of the youth's sight before he saw dark waves of
men come sweeping out of the woods and down through the fields. He knew at once
that the steel fibers had been washed from their hearts. They were bursting from
their coats and their equipments as from entanglements. They charged down upon
him like terrified buffaloes.
Behind them blue smoke
curled and clouded above the treetops, and through the thickets he could
sometimes see a distant pink glare. The voices of the cannon were clamoring in
interminable chorus.
The youth was
horrorstricken. He stared in agony and amazement. He forgot that he was engaged
in combating the universe. He threw aside his mental pamphlets on the philosophy
of the retreated and rules for the guidance of the damned.
The fight was lost. The
dragons were coming with invincible strides. The army, helpless in the matted
thickets and blinded by the overhanging night, was going to be swallowed. War,
the red animal, war, the blood-swollen god, would have bloated fill.
Within him something bade
to cry out. He had the impulse to make a rallying speech, to sing a battle hymn,
but he could only get his tongue to call into the air: "Why--why--what--what 's
th' matter?"
Soon he was in the midst of
them. They were leaping and scampering all about him. Their blanched faces shone
in the dusk. They seemed, for the most part, to be very burly men. The youth
turned from one to another of them as they galloped along. His incoherent
questions were lost. They were heedless of his appeals. They did not seem to see
him.
They sometimes gabbled
insanely. One huge man was asking of the sky: "Say, where de plank road? Where
de plank road!" It was as if he had lost a child. He wept in his pain and
dismay.
Presently, men were running
hither and thither in all ways. The artillery booming, forward, rearward, and on
the flanks made jumble of ideas of direction. Landmarks had vanished into the
gathered gloom. The youth began to imagine that he had got into the center of
the tremendous quarrel, and he could perceive no way out of it. From the mouths
of the fleeing men came a thousand wild questions, but no one made answers.
The youth, after rushing
about and throwing interrogations at the heedless bands of retreating infantry,
finally clutched a man by the arm. They swung around face to face.
"Why--why--" stammered the
youth struggling with his balking tongue.
The man screamed: "Let go
me! Let go me!" His face was livid and his eyes were rolling uncontrolled. He
was heaving and panting. He still grasped his rifle, perhaps having forgotten to
release his hold upon it. He tugged frantically, and the youth being compelled
to lean forward was dragged several paces.
"Let go me! Let go me!"
"Why--why--" stuttered the
youth.
"Well, then!" bawled the
man in a lurid rage. He adroitly and fiercely swung his rifle. It crushed upon
the youth's head. The man ran on.
The youth's fingers had
turned to paste upon the other's arm. The energy was smitten from his muscles.
He saw the flaming wings of lightning flash before his vision. There was a
deafening rumble of thunder within his head.
Suddenly his legs seemed to
die. He sank writhing to the ground. He tried to arise. In his efforts against
the numbing pain he was like a man wrestling with a creature of the air.
There was a sinister
struggle.
Sometimes he would achieve
a position half erect, battle with the air for a moment, and then fall again,
grabbing at the grass. His face was of a clammy pallor. Deep groans were
wrenched from him.
At last, with a twisting
movement, he got upon his hands and knees, and from thence, like a babe trying
to walk, to his feet. Pressing his hands to his temples he went lurching over
the grass.
He fought an intense battle
with his body. His dulled senses wished him to swoon and he opposed them
stubbornly, his mind portraying unknown dangers and mutilations if he should
fall upon the field. He went tall soldier fashion. He imagined secluded spots
where he could fall and be unmolested. To search for one he strove against the
tide of pain.
Once he put his hand to the
top of his head and timidly touched the wound. The scratching pain of the
contact made him draw a long breath through his clinched teeth. His fingers were
dabbled with blood. He regarded them with a fixed stare.
Around him he could hear
the grumble of jolted cannon as the scurrying horses were lashed toward the
front. Once, a young officer on a besplashed charger nearly ran him down. He
turned and watched the mass of guns, men, and horses sweeping in a wide curve
toward a gap in a fence. The officer was making excited motions with a
gauntleted hand. The guns followed the teams with an air of unwillingness, of
being dragged by the heels.
Some officers of the
scattered infantry were cursing and railing like fishwives. Their scolding
voices could be heard above the din. Into the unspeakable jumble in the roadway
rode a squadron of cavalry. The faded yellow of their facings shone bravely.
There was a mighty altercation.
The artillery were
assembling as if for a conference.
The blue haze of evening
was upon the field. The lines of forest were long purple shadows. One cloud lay
along the western sky partly smothering the red.
As the youth left the scene
behind him, he heard the guns suddenly roar out. He imagined them shaking in
black rage. They belched and howled like brass devils guarding a gate. The soft
air was filled with the tremendous remonstrance. With it came the shattering
peal of opposing infantry. Turning to look behind him, he could see sheets of
orange light illumine the shadowy distance. There were subtle and sudden
lightnings in the far air. At times he thought he could see heaving masses of
men.
He hurried on in the dusk.
The day had faded until he could barely distinguish place for his feet. The
purple darkness was filled with men who lectured and jabbered. Sometimes he
could see them gesticulating against the blue and somber sky. There seemed to be
a great ruck of men and munitions spread about in the forest and in the fields.
The little narrow roadway
now lay lifeless. There were overturned wagons like sun-dried bowlders. The bed
of the former torrent was choked with the bodies of horses and splintered parts
of war machines.
It had come to pass that
his wound pained him but little. He was afraid to move rapidly, however, for a
dread of disturbing it. He held his head very still and took many precautions
against stumbling. He was filled with anxiety, and his face was pinched and
drawn in anticipation of the pain of any sudden mistake of his feet in the
gloom.
His thoughts, as he walked,
fixed intently upon his hurt. There was a cool, liquid feeling about it and he
imagined blood moving slowly down under his hair. His head seemed swollen to a
size that made him think his neck to be inadequate.
The new silence of his
wound made much worriment. The little blistering voices of pain that had called
out from his scalp were, he thought, definite in their expression of danger. By
them he believed he could measure his plight. But when they remained ominously
silent he became frightened and imagined terrible fingers that clutched into his
brain.
Amid it he began to reflect
upon various incidents and conditions of the past. He bethought him of certain
meals his mother had cooked at home, in which those dishes of which he was
particularly fond had occupied prominent positions. He saw the spread table. The
pine walls of the kitchen were glowing in the warm light from the stove. Too, he
remembered how he and his companions used to go from the school-house to the
bank of a shaded pool. He saw his clothes in disorderly array upon the grass of
the bank. He felt the swash of the fragrant water upon his body. The leaves of
the overhanging maple rustled with melody in the wind of youthful summer.
He was overcome presently
by a dragging weariness. His head hung forward and his shoulders were stooped as
if he were bearing a great bundle. His feet shuffled along the ground.
He held continuous
arguments as to whether he should lie down and sleep at some near spot, or force
himself on until he reached a certain haven. He often tried to dismiss the
question, but his body persisted in rebellion and his senses nagged at him like
pampered babies.
At last he heard a cheery
voice near his shoulder: "Yeh seem t' be in a pretty bad way, boy?"
The youth did not look up,
but he assented with thick tongue. "Uh!"
The owner of the cheery
voice took him firmly by the arm. "Well," he said, with a round laugh, "I'm
goin' your way. "Th' hull gang is goin' your way. An' I guess I kin give yeh a
lift." They began to walk like a drunken man and his friend.
As they went along, the man
questioned the youth and assisted him with the replies like one manipulating the
mind of a child. Sometimes he interjected anecdotes. "What reg'ment do yeh
b'long teh? Eh? What 's that? Th' 304th N' York? Why, what corps is that in? Oh,
it is? Why, I thought they wasn't engaged t'-day - they 're 'way over in th'
center. Oh, they was, eh? Well pretty nearly everybody got their share 'a
fightin' t'-day. By dad, I give myself up fer dead any number 'a times. There
was shootin' here an' shootin' there, an' hollerin' here an' hollerin' there, in
th' damn' darkness, until I couldn't tell t' save m' soul which side I was on.
Sometimes I thought I was sure 'nough from Ohier, an' other times I could 'a
swore I was from th' bitter end of Florida. It was th' most mixed up dern thing
I ever see. An' these here hull woods is a reg'lar mess. It 'll be a miracle if
we find our reg'ments t'-night. Pretty soon, though, we 'll meet a-plenty of
guards an' provost-guards, an' one thing an' another. Ho! there they go with an
off'cer, I guess. Look at his hand a-draggin'. He 's got all th' war he wants, I
bet. He won't be talkin' so big about his reputation an' all when they go t'
sawin' off his leg. Poor feller! My brother 's got whiskers jest like that. How
did yeh git 'way over here, anyhow? Your reg'ment is a long way from here, ain't
it? Well, I guess we can find it. Yeh know there was a boy killed in my comp'ny
t'-day that I thought th' world an' all of. Jack was a nice feller. By ginger,
it hurt like thunder t' see ol' Jack jest git knocked flat. We was a-standin'
purty peaceable fer a spell, 'though there was men runnin' ev'ry way all 'round
us, an' while we was a-standin' like that, 'long come a big fat feller. He began
t' peck at Jack's elbow, an' he ses: 'Say, where 's th' road t' th' river?' An'
Jack, he never paid no attention, an' th' feller kept on a-peckin' at his elbow
an' sayin': 'Say, where 's th' road t' th' river?' Jack was a-lookin' ahead all
th' time tryin' t' see th' Johnnies comin' through th' woods, an' he never paid
no attention t' this big fat feller fer a long time, but at last he turned
'round an' he ses: 'Ah, go t' hell an' find th' road t' th' river!' An' jest
then a shot slapped him bang on th' side th' head. He was a sergeant, too. Them
was his last words. Thunder, I wish we was sure 'a findin' our reg'ments
t'-night. It 's goin' t' be long huntin'. But I guess we kin do it."
In the search which
followed, the man of the cheery voice seemed to the youth to possess a wand of a
magic kind. He threaded the mazes of the tangled forest with a strange fortune.
In encounters with guards and patrols he displayed the keenness of a detective
and the valor of a gamin. Obstacles fell before him and became of assistance.
The youth, with his chin still on his breast, stood woodenly by while his
companion beat ways and means out of sullen things.
The forest seemed a vast
hive of men buzzing about in frantic circles, but the cheery man conducted the
youth without mistakes, until at last he began to chuckle with glee and
self-satisfaction. "Ah, there yeh are! See that fire?"
The youth nodded stupidly.
"Well, there 's where your
reg'ment is. An' now, good-by, ol' boy, good luck t' yeh."
A warm and strong hand
clasped the youth's languid fingers for an instant, and then he heard a cheerful
and audacious whistling as the man strode away. As he who had so befriended him
was thus passing out of his life, it suddenly occurred to the youth that he had
not once seen his face.
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