Lord of the Flies
By William Golding
Day 5 Audio |
CHAPTER SIX
Beast from Air
There was no
light left save that of the stars. When they had understood what made this
ghostly noise and Percival was quiet again, Ralph and Simon picked him up
unhandily and carried him to a shelter. Piggy hung about near for all his brave
words, and the three bigger boys went together to the next shelter. They lay
restlessly and noisily among the dry leaves, watching the patch of stars that
was the opening toward the lagoon. Sometimes a littlun cried out from the other
shelters and once a bigun spoke in the dark. Then they too fell asleep.
A sliver of
moon rose over the horizon, hardly large enough to make a path of light even
when it sat right down on the water; but there were other lights in the sky,
that moved fast, winked, or went out, though not even a faint popping came down
from the battle fought at ten miles’ neight. But a sign came down from the world
of grownups, though at the time there was no child awake to read it. There was a
sudden bright explosion and a corkscrew trail across the sky; then darkness
again and stars. There was a speck above the island, a figure dropping swiftly
beneath a parachute, a figure that hung with dangling limbs. The changing winds
of various altitudes took the figure where they would. Then, three miles up, the
wind steadied and bore it in a descending curve round the sky and swept it in a
great slant across the reef and the lagoon toward the mountain. The figure fell
and crumpled among the blue flowers of the mountain-side, but now there was a
gentle breeze at this height too and the parachute flopped and banged and
pulled. So the figure, with feet that dragged behind it, slid up the mountain.
Yard by yard, puff by puff, the breeze hauled the figure through the blue
flowers, over the boulders and red stones, till it lay huddled among the
shattered rocks of the mountain-top. Here the breeze was fitful and allowed the
strings of the parachute to tangle and festoon; and the figure sat, its helmeted
head between its knees, held by a complication of lines. When the breeze blew,
the lines would strain taut and some accident of this pull kited the bead and
chest upright so that the figure seemed to peer across the brow of the mountain.
Then, each time me wind dropped, the lines would slacken and the figure bow
forward again, sinking its head between its knees. So as the stars moved across
the sky, the figure sat on the mountain-top and bowed and sank and bowed again.
In the
darkness of early morning there were noises by a rock a little way down the side
of the mountain. Two boys rolled out of a pile of brushwood and dead leaves, two
dim shadows talking sleepily to each other. They were the twins, on duty at the
fire. In theory one should have been asleep and one on watch. But they could
never manage to do things sensibly if that meant acting independently, and since
staying awake all night was impossible, they had both gone to sleep. Now they
approached the darker smudge that had been the signal fire, yawning, rubbing
their eyes, treading with practiced feet When they readied it they stopped
yawning, and one ran quickly back for brushwood and leaves.
The other
knelt down.
“I believe
it’s out.”
He fiddled
with the sticks that were pushed into his hands.
“No.”
He lay down
and put his lips close to the smudge and blew softly. His face appeared, lit
redly. He’stopped blowing for a moment.
“Sam-give us-”
“-tinder
wood.”
Eric bent down
and blew softly again till the patch was bright Sam poked the piece of tinder
wood into the hot spot, then a branch. The glow increased and the branch took
fire. Sam piled on more branches.
“Don’t burn
the lot,” said Eric, “you’re putting on too much.”
“Let’s warm
up.”
“We’ll only
have to fetch more wood.”
“I’m cold.”
“So’m I.”
“Besides,
it’s-”
“-dark. All
right, then.”
Eric squatted
back and watched Sam make up the fire. He built a little tent of dead wood and
the fire was safety alight.
“That was
near.”
“He’d have
been-”
“Waxy.”
“Huh.”
For a few
moments the twins watched the fire in silence. Then Eric sniggered.
“Wasn’t he
waxy?”
“About the-”
“Fire and the
pig.”
“Lucky he went
for Jack, ‘stead of us.”
“Huh. Remember
old Waxy at school?”
“
‘Boy-you-are-driving-me-slowly-insane!’“
The twins
shared their identical laughter, then remembered the darkness and other things
and glanced round uneasily. The flames, busy about the tent, drew their eyes
back again. Eric watched the scurrying woodlice that were so frantically unable
to avoid the flames, and thought of the first fire-just down there, on the
steeper side of the mountain, where now was complete darkness. He did not tike
to remember it, and looked away at the mountain-top.
Warmth
radiated now, and beat pleasantly on them. Sam amused himself by fitting
branches into the fire as closely as possible. Eric spread out his hands,
searching for the distance at which the heat was just bearable. Idly looking
beyond the fire, he resettled the scattered rocks from their fiat shadows into
daylight contours. Just there was the big rock, and the three stones there, that
split rock, and there beyond was a gap-just there-
“Sam.”
“Huh?”
“Nothing.”
The flames
were mastering the branches, the bark was curling and falling away, the wood
exploding. The tent fell inwards and flung a wide circle of light over the
mountain-top.
“Sam-”
“Huh?”
“Sam! Sam!”
Sam looked at
Eric irritably. The intensity of Eric’s gaze made the direction in which he
looked terrible, for Sam had his back to it. He scrambled round the fire,
squatted by Eric, and looked to see. They became motionless, gripped in each
other’s arms, four unwinking eyes aimed ana two mouths open.
Far beneath
them, the trees of the forest sighed, then roared. The hair on their foreheads
fluttered and flames blew out sideways from the fire. Fifteen yards away from
them came the plopping noise of fabric blown open.
Neither of the
boys screamed but the grip of their arms tightened and their mouths grew peaked.
For perhaps ten seconds they crouched tike that while the flailing fire sent
smoke and sparks and waves of inconstant tight over the top of the mountain.
Then as though
they had but one terrified mind between them they scrambled away over the rocks
and fled.
Ralph was
dreaming. He had fallen asleep after what seemed hours of tossing and turning
noisily among the dry leaves. Even the sounds of nightmare from the other
shelters no longer reached him, for he was back to where he came from, feeding
the ponies with sugar over the garden wall. Then someone was shaking his arm,
telling him that it was time for tea.
“Ralph! Wake
up!”
The leaves
were roaring tike the sea.
“Ralph, wake
up!”
“What’s the
matter?”
“We saw-”
“-the beast-”
“-plain!”
“Who are you?
The twins?”
“We saw the
beast-”
“Quiet.
Piggy!”
The leaves
were roaring still. Piggy bumped into him and a twin grabbed him as he made tor
the oblong of paling stars.
“You can’t go
out-it’s horrible!”
“Piggy-where
are the spears?”
“I can hear
the-”
“Quiet then.
Lie still.”
They lay there
listening, at first with doubt but then with tenor to the description the twins
breathed at them between bouts of extreme silence. Soon the darkness was full of
daws, full of the awful unknown and menace. An interminable dawn faded the stars
out, and at last light, sad and grey, filtered into the shelter. They began to
stir though still tile world outside the shelter was impossibly dangerous. The
maze of the darkness sorted into near and far, and at the high point of the sky
the cloudlets were warmed with color. A single sea bird flapped upwards with a
hoarse cry that was echoed presently, and something squawked in the forest Now
streaks of cloud near the horizon began to glow rosily, and the feathery tops of
the palms were green.
Ralph knelt in
the entrance to the shelter and peered cautiously round him.
“Sam `n Eric.
Call them to an assembly. Quietly. Go on.”
The twins,
holding tremulously to each other, dared the few yards to the next shelter and
spread the dreadful news. Ralph stood up and walked for the sake of dignity,
though with his back pricking, to the platform. Piggy and Simon followed him and
the other boys came sneaking after.
Ralph took the
conch from where it lay on the polished seat and held it to his lips; but then
he hesitated and did not blow. He held the shell up instead and showed it to
them and they understood.
The rays of
the sun that were fanning upwards from below the horizon swung downwards to
eye-level Ralph looked for a moment at the growing slice of gold that lit them
from the right hand and seemed to make speech possible. The circle of boys
before him bristled with hunting spears.
He handed the
conch to Eric, the nearest of the twins.
“We’ve seen
the beast with our own eyes. No-we weren’t asleep-”
Sam took up
the story. By custom now one conch did for both twins, for their substantial
unity was recognized.
“It was furry.
There was something moving behind its head-wings. The beast moved too-”
“That was
awful. It kind of sat up-”
“The fire was
bright-”
“We’d just
made it up-”
“-more sticks
on-”
“There were
eyes-”
“Teeth-”
“Claws-”
“We ran as
fast as we could-”
“Bashed into
things-”
The beast
followed us-”
“I saw it
slinking behind the trees-”
“Nearly
touched me-”
Ralph pointed
fearfully at Eric’s face, which was striped with scars where the bushes had torn
him.
“How did you
do that?”
Eric felt his
face.
“I’m all
rough. Am I bleeding?”
The circle of
boys shrank away in horror. Johnny, yawning still, burst into noisy tears and
was slapped by Bill till he choked on them. The bright morning was full of
threats and the circle began to change. It faced out, rather than in, and the
spears of sharpened wood were like a fence. Jack called them back to the center.
“This’ll be a
real hunt! Who’ll come?”
Ralph moved
impatiently.
“These spears
are made of wood. Don’t be silly.”
Jack sneered
at him.
“Frightened?”
“ ‘Course I’m
frightened. Who wouldn’t be?”
He turned to
the twins, yearning but hopeless.
“I suppose you
aren’t pulling our legs?”
The reply was
too emphatic for anyone to doubt them.
Piggy took the
conch.
“Couldn’t
we-kind of-stay here? Maybe the beast won’t come near us.”
But for the
sense of something watching them, Ralph would have shouted at him.
“Stay here?
And be cramped into this bit of the island, always on the lookout? How should we
get our food? And what about the fire?”
“Let’s be
moving,” said Jack restlessly, “we’re wasting time.”
“No we’re not.
What about the littluns?” “Sucks to the littluns!’’
“Someone’s got
to look after them.”
“Nobody has so
far.”
“There was no
need! Now there is. Piggy`ll look after them.”
“That’s right.
Keep Piggy out of danger.”
“Have some
sense. What can Piggy do with only one eye?”
The rest of
the boys were looking from Jack to Ralph, curiously.
“And another
thing. You can’t have an ordinary hunt because the beast doesn’t leave tracks.
If it did you’d have seen them. For all we know, the beast may swing through the
trees like what’s its name.”
They nodded.
“So we’ve got
to think.”
Piggy took off
his damaged glasses and cleaned the remaining lens.
“How about us,
Ralph?”
“You haven’t
got the conch. Here.”
“I mean-how
about us? Suppose the beast comes when you’re all away. I can’t see proper, and
if I get scared-”
Jack broke in,
contemptuously.
“You’re always
scared.”
“I got the
conch-”
“Conch!
Conch!” shouted Jack. “We don’t need the conch any more. We know who ought to
say things. What good did Simon do speaking, or Bill, or Walter? It’s time some
people knew they’ve got to keep quiet and leave deciding things to the rest of
us.”
Ralph could no
longer ignore his speech. The blood was hot in his cheeks.
“You haven’t
got the conch,” he said. “Sit down.”
Jack’s face
went so white that the freckles showed as clear, brown flecks. He licked his
lips and remained standing.
“This is a
hunter’s job.”
The rest of
the boys watched intently. Piggy, finding himself uncomfortably embroiled, slid
the conch to Ralph’s knees and sat down. The silence grew oppressive and Piggy
held his breath.
“This is more
than a hunter’s job,” said Ralph at last, “because you can’t track the beast And
don’t you want to be rescued?”
He turned to
the assembly.
“Don’t you all
want to be rescued?”
He looked back
at Jack.
“I said
before, the fire is the main thing. Now the fire must be out-”
The old
exasperation saved him and gave him the energy to attack.
“Hasn’t anyone
got any sense? We’ve got to relight that fire. You never thought or that, Jack,
did you? Or don’t any of you want to be rescued?”
Yes, they
wanted to be rescued, there was no doubt about that; and with a violent swing to
Ralph’s side, the crisis passed. Piggy let out his breath with a gasp, reached
for it again and failed. He lay against a log, his mouth gaping, blue shadows
creeping round his lips. Nobody minded frim.
“Now think,
Jack. Is there anywhere on the island you haven’t been?”
Unwillingly
Jack answered.
“There’s
only-but of course! You remember? The tail-end part, where the rocks are all
piled up. I’ve been near there. The rock makes a sort of bridge. There’s only
one way up.”
And the thing
might live there.”
All the
assembly talked at once.
“Quite! All
right That’s where well look. If the beast isn’t there we’ll go up the mountain
and look; and light the fire.”
“Let’s go.”
“We’ll eat
first. Then go.” Ralph paused. “We’d better take spears.”
After they had
eaten, Ralph and the biguns set out along the beach. They left Piggy propped up
on the platform. This day promised, like the others, to be a sunbath under a
blue dome. The beach stretched away before them in a gentle curve till
perspective drew it into one with the forest; for the day was not advanced
enough to be obscured by the shifting veils of mirage. Under Ralph’s direction,
they picked a careful way along the palm terrace, rather than dare the hot sand
down by the water. He let Jack lead the way; and Jack trod with theatrical
caution though they could have seen an enemy twenty yards away. Ralph walked in
the rear, thankful to have escaped responsibility for a time.
Simon, walking
in front of Ralph, felt a flicker of incredulity-a beast with claws that
scratched, that sat on a mountain-top, that left no tracks and yet was not fast
enough to catch Samneric. However Simon thought of the beast, there rose before
his inward sight the picture of a human at once heroic and sick.
He sighed.
Other people could stand up and speak to an assembly, apparently, without that
dreadful feeling of the pressure of personality; could say what they would as
though they were speaking to only one person. He stepped aside and looked back.
Ralph was coming along, holding his spear over his shoulder. Diffidently, Simon
allowed his pace to slacken until he was walking side by side with Ralph and
looking up at him through the coarse black hair that now fell to his eyes. Ralph
glanced sideways, smiled constrainedly as though he had forgotten that Simon had
made a fool of himself, then looked away again at nothing. For a moment or two
Simon was happy to be accepted and then he ceased to think about himself. When
he bashed into a tree Ralph looked sideways impatiently and Robert sniggered.
Simon reeled and a white spot on his forehead turned red and trickled. Ralph
dismissed Simon and returned to his personal heck They would reach the castle
some time; and the chief would have to go forward.
Jack came
trotting back.
“We’re in
sight now.”
“All right.
We’ll get as close as we can.”
He followed
Jack toward the castle where the ground rose slightly. On their left was at.
impenetrable tangle of creepers and trees.
“Why couldn’t
there be something in that?”
“Because you
can see. Nothing goes in or out.”
“What about
the castle then?”
“Look.”
Ralph parted
the screen of grass and looked out. There were only a few more yards of stony
ground and then the two sides of the island came almost together so that one
expected a peak of headland. But instead of this a narrow ledge of rock, a few
yards wide and perhaps fifteen long, continued the island out into the sea.
There lay another of those pieces of pink squareness that underlay the structure
of the island. This side of the castle, perhaps a hundred feet high, was the
pink bastion they had seen from the mountain-top. The rock of the cliff was
split and the top littered with great lumps that seemed to totter.
Behind Ralph
the tall grass had filled with silent hunters. Ralph looked at Jack.
“You’re a
hunter.”
Jack went red.
“I know. All
right. Something deep in Ralph spoke for him.”
“I’m chief.
I’ll go. Don t argue.”
He turned to
the others.
“You. Hide
here. Wait for me.”
He found his
voice tended either to disappear or to come out too loud. He looked at Jack.
“Do
you-think?”
Jack muttered.
I’ve been all over. It must be here.”
“I see.”
Simon mumbled
confusedly: “I don’t believe in the beast.”
Ralph answered
him politely, as if agreeing about the weather.
“No. 1 suppose
not.”
His mouth was
tight and pale. He put back his hair very slowly.
“Well. So
long.”
He forced his
feet to move until they had carried him out on to the neck of land.
He was
surrounded on all sides by chasms of empty air. There was nowhere to hide, even
if one did not nave to go on. He paused on the narrow neck and looked down.
Soon, in a matter of centuries, the sea would make an island of the castle. On
the right hand was the lagoon, troubled by the open sea; and on the left-
Ralph
shuddered. The lagoon had protected them from the Pacific: and for some reason
only Jack had gone right down to the water on the other side. Now he saw the
landsman’s view of the swell and it seemed like the breathing of some stupendous
creature. Slowly the waters sank among the rocks, revealing pink tables of
granite, strange growths of coral, polyp, and weed. Down, down, the waters went,
whispering like the wind among the heads of the forest. There was one flat rock
there, spread like a table, and the waters sucking down on the four weedy sides
made them seem like cliffs. Then the sleeping leviathan breathed out, the waters
rose, the weed streamed, and the water boiled over the table rock with a roar.
There was no sense of the passage of waves; only this minute-long fall and rise
and fall.
Ralph turned
away to the red cliff. They were waiting behind him in the long grass, waiting
to see what he would do. He noticed that the sweat in his palm was cool now;
realized with surprise that he did not really expect to meet any beast and
didn’t know what he would do about it if he did.
He saw that he
could climb the cliff but this was not necessary. The squareness of the rock
allowed a sort of plinth round it, so mat to the right, over the lagoon, one
could inch along a ledge and turn the corner out of sight. It was easy going,
and soon he was peering round the rock.
Nothing but
what you might expect: pink, tumbled boulders with guano layered on them like
icing; and a steep slope up to the shattered rocks that crowned the bastion.
A sound behind
him made him turn. Jack was edging along the ledge.
Couldn’t let
you do it on your own.”
Ralph said
nothing. He led the way over the rocks, inspected a sort of half-cave that held
nothing more terrible than a clutch of rotten eggs, and at last sat down,
looking round him and tapping the rock with the butt of his spear.
Jack was
excited.
“What a place
for a fort!”
A column of
spray wetted them.
“No fresh
water.”
“What’s that
then?”
There was
indeed a long green smudge half-way up the rock. They climbed up and tasted the
trickle of water.
“You could
keep a coconut shell there, filling all the time.”
“Not me. This
is a rotten place.”
Side by side
they scaled the last height to where the diminishing pile was crowned by the
last broken rock. Jack struck the near one with his fist and it grated slightly.
“Do you
remember-?”
Consciousness
of the bad times in between came to them both. Jack talked quickly.
“Shove a palm
trunk under that and if an enemy came -look!”
A hundred feet
below them was the narrow causeway, then the stony ground, then the grass dotted
with heads, and behind that the forest.
“One heave,”
cried Jack, exulting, “and-wheee-!”
He made a
sweeping movement with his hand. Ralph looked toward the mountain.
“What’s the
matter?”
Ralph turned.
“Why?”
“You were
looking-I don’t know why.”
“There’s no
signal now. Nothing to show.”
“You’re nuts
on the signal.”
The taut blue
horizon encircled them, broken only by the mountain-top.
“That’s all
we’ve got”
He leaned his
spear against the rocking stone and pushed back two handfuls of hair.
“We’ll have to
go back and climb the mountain. That’s where they saw the beast.”
“The beast
won’t be there.”
“What else can
we do?”
The others,
waiting in the grass, saw Jack and Ralph unharmed and broke cover into the
sunlight. They forgot the beast in the excitement of exploration. They swarmed
across the bridge and soon were climbing and shouting. Ralph stood now, one hand
against an enormous red block, a block large as a mill wheel that had been split
off and hung, tottering. Somberly he watched the mountain. He clenched his fist
and beat hammer-wise on the red wall at his right His lips were tightly
compressed and his eyes yearned beneath the fringe of hair.
“Smoke.”
He sucked his
bruised fist.
“Jack! Come
on.”
But Jack was
not there. A knot of boys, making a great noise that he had not noticed, were
heaving and pushing at a rock. As he turned, the base cracked and the whole mass
toppled into the sea so that, a thunderous plume of spray leapt half-way up the
cliff.
“Stop it! Stop
it!”
His voice
struck a silence among them.
“Smoke.”
A strange
thing happened in his head. Something flittered there in front of his mind like
a bat’s wing, obscuring his idea.
“Smoke.”
At once the
ideas were back, and the anger.
“We want
smoke. And you go wasting your time. You roll rocks.”
Roger shouted.
“We’ve got
plenty of time!”
Ralph shook
his head.
“We’ll go
to-the mountain.”
The clamor
broke out. Some of the boys wanted to go back to the beach. Some wanted to roll
more rocks. The sun was bright and danger had faded with the darkness.
“Jack. The
beast might be on the other side. You can lead again. You’ve been.”
“We could go
by the shore. There’s fruit.”
Bill came up
to Ralph.
“Why can’t we
stay here for a bit?”
“That’s
right.”
“Let’s have a
fort.”
“There’s no
food here,” said Ralph, “and no shelter. Not much fresh water.”
“This would
make a wizard fort”
“We can roll
rocks-”
“Right onto
the bridge-”
“I say we’ll
go on!” shouted Ralph furiously. “We’ve got to make certain. We’ll go now.”
“Let’s stay
here-”
“Back to the
shelter-”
“I’m tired-”
“No!”
Ralph struck
the skin off his knuckles. They did not seem to hurt.
“I’m chief.
We’ve got to make certain. Can’t you see the mountain? There’s no signal
showing. There may be a ship out there. Are you all off your rockers?”
Mutinously,
the boys fell silent or muttering.
Jack led the
way down the rock and across the bridge.
Shadows and Tall Trees
The pig-run
kept close to the jumble of rocks that lay down by the water on the other side
and Ralph was content to follow Jack along it. If you could shut your ears to
the slow suck down of the sea and boil of the return, if you could forget how
dun and unvisited were the ferny coverts on either side, then there was a chance
that you might put the beast out of mind and dream for a while. The sun had
swung over the vertical and the afternoon heat was closing in on the island.
Ralph passed a message forward to Jack and when they next came to fruit the
whole party stopped and ate.
Sitting, Ralph
was aware of the heat for the first time that day. He pulled distastefully at
his grey shirt and wondered whether he might undertake the adventure of washing
it. Sitting under what seemed an unusual heat, even for this island, Ralph
planned his toilet. He would like to have a pair of scissors and cut this
hair-he flung the mass back-cut this filthy hair right back to half an inch. He
would like to have a bath, a proper wallow with soap. He passed his tongue
experimentally over his teeth and decided that a toothbrush would come in handy
too. Then there were his nails-
Ralph turned
his hand over and examined them. They were bitten down to the quick though he
could not remember when he had restarted this habit nor any time when he
indulged it.
“Be sucking my
thumb next-”
He looked
round, furtively. Apparently no one had heard. The hunters sat, stuffing
themselves with this easy meal, trying to convince themselves that they got
sufficient kick out of bananas and that other olive-grey, jelly-like fruit With
the memory of his sometime clean self as a standard, Ralph looked them over.
They were dirty, not with the spectacular dirt of boys who have fallen into mud
or been brought down hard on a rainy day. Not one of them was an obvious subject
for a shower, and yet-hair, much too long, tangled here and there, knotted round
a dead leaf or a twig; faces cleaned fairly well by the process of eating and
sweating but marked in the less accessible angles with a kind of shadow;
clothes, worn away, stiff like his own with sweat, put on, not for decorum or
comfort but out of custom; the skin of the body, scurfy with brine-
He discovered
with a little fall of the heart that these were the conditions he took as normal
now and that he did not mind. He sighed and pushed away the stalk from which he
had stripped the fruit. Already the hunters were stealing away to do their
business in the woods or down by the rocks. He turned and looked out to sea.
Here, on the
other side of the island, the view was utterly different. The filmy enchantments
of mirage could not endure the cold ocean water and the horizon was hard,
clipped blue. Ralph wandered down to the rocks. Down here, almost on a level
with the sea, you could follow with your eye the ceaseless, bulging passage of
the deep sea waves. They were miles wide, apparently not breakers or the banked
ridges of shallow water. They traveled the length of the island with an air of
disregarding it and being set on other business; they were less a progress than
a momentous rise and fall or the whole ocean. Now the sea would suck down,
making cascades and waterfalls of retreating water, would sink past the rocks
and plaster down the seaweed like shining hair: then, pausing, gather and rise
with a roar, irresistibly swelling over point and outcrop, climbing the little
cliff, sending at last an arm of surf up a gully to end a yard or so from him in
fingers of spray.
Wave after
wave, Ralph followed the rise and fall until something of the remoteness of the
sea numbed his brain. Then gradually the almost infinite size of this water
forced itself on his attention. This was the divider, the barrier. On the other
side of the island, swathed at midday with mirage, defended by the shield of the
quiet lagoon, one might dream of rescue; but here, faced by the brute obtuseness
of the ocean, the miles of division, one was clamped down, one was helpless, one
was condemned, one was-
Simon was
speaking almost in his ear. Ralph found that he had rock painfully gripped in
both hands, found his body arched, the muscles of his neck stiff, his mouth
strained open.
“You’ll get
back to where you came from.”
Simon nodded
as he spoke. He was kneeling on one knee, looking down from a higher rock which
he held with both hands; his other leg stretched down to Ralph’s level.
Ralph was
puzzled and searched Simon’s face for a clue.
“It’s so big,
I mean-”
Simon nodded.
“All the same.
You’ll get back all right. I think so, anyway.”
Some of the
strain had gone from Ralph’s body. He glanced at the sea and then smiled
bitterly at Simon.
“Got a ship in
your pocket?”
Simon grinned
and shook his head.
“How do you
know, then?”
When Simon was
still silent Ralph said curtly, “You’re batty.”
Simon shook
his head violently till the coarse black hair flew backwards and forwards across
his face.
“No, I’m not.
I just think you’ll get back all right.”
For a moment
nothing more was said. And then they suddenly smiled at each other.
Roger called
from the coverts.
“Come and
see!”
The ground was
turned over near the pig-run and there were droppings that steamed. Jack bent
down to them as though he loved them.
“Ralph-we need
meat even if we are hunting the other thing.”
“If you mean
going the right way, well hunt.”
They set off
again, the hunters bunched a little by fear of the mentioned beast, while Jack
quested ahead. They went more slowly than Ralph had bargained for; yet in a way
he was glad to loiter, cradling his spear. Jack came up against some emergency
of his craft and soon the procession stopped. Ralph leaned against a tree and at
once the daydreams came swarming up. Jack was in charge of the mint and there
would be time to get to the mountain-
Once,
following his father from Chatham to Devonport, they had lived in a cottage on
the edge of the moors. In the succession of houses that Ralph had known, this
one stood out with particular clarity because after that house he had been sent
away to school. Mummy had still been with them and Daddy had come home every
day. Wild ponies came to the stone wall at the bottom of the garden, and it had
snowed. Just behind the cottage there was a sort of shed and you could lie up
there, watching the flakes swirl past You could see the damp spot where each
flake died, then you could mark the first flake that lay down without melting
and watch the whole ground turn white. You could go indoors when you were cold
and look out of the window, past that bright copper kettle and the plate with
the little blue men.
When you went
to bed there was a bowl of cornflakes with sugar and cream. And the books-they
stood on the shelf by the bed, leaning together with always two or three laid
flat on top because he had not bothered to put them back properly. They were
dog-eared and scratched. There was the bright, shining one about Topsy and Mopsy
that he never read because it was about two girls; there was the one about the
magician which you read with a kind of tied-down terror, skipping page
twenty-seven with the awful picture of the spider; there was a book about people
who had dug things up, Egyptian things; there was The Boy’s Book of Trains,
The Boy’s Book of Ships. Vividly they came before him; he could have reached
up and touched them, could feel the weight and slow slide with which The
Mammoth Book for Boys would come out and slither down. . . . Everything was
all right; everything was good-humored and friendly.
The bushes
crashed ahead of them. Boys flung themselves wildly from the pig track and
scrabbled in the creepers, screaming. Ralph saw Jack nudged aside and fall. Then
there was a creature bounding along the pig track toward him, with tusks
gleaming and an intimidating grunt. Ralph found he was able to measure the
distance coldly and take aim. With the boar only five yards away, he flung the
foolish wooden stick that he carried, saw it hit the great snout and hang there
for a moment. The boar’s note changed to a squeal and it swerved aside into the
covert. The pig-run filled with shouting boys again, Jack came running back, and
poked about in the undergrowth.
Through here-”
“But he’d do
us!”
“Through here,
I said-”
The boar was
floundering away from them. They found another pig-run parallel to the first and
Jack raced away. Ralph was lull of night and apprehension and pride.
“I hit him!
The spear stuck in-”
Now they came,
unexpectedly, to an open space by the sea. Jack cast about on the bare rock and
looked anxious.
“He’s gone.”
“I hit him,”
said Ralph again, “and the spear stuck in a bit.”
He felt the
need of witnesses.
“Didn’t you
see me?”
Maurice
nodded.
“I saw you.
Right bang on his snout- Wheee!”
Ralph talked
on, excitedly.
“I hit him all
right The spear stuck in. I wounded him!”
He sunned
himself in their new respect and felt that hunting was good after all.
“I walloped
him properly. That was the beast, I think!” Jack came back.
“That wasn’t
the beast That was a boar.”
“I bit him.”
“Why didn’t
you grab him? I tried-”
Ralph’s voice
ran up.
“But a boar!”
Jack flushed
suddenly.
“You said he’d
do us. What did you want to throw for? Why didn’t you wait?”
He held out
his arm.
“Look.”
He turned his
left forearm for them all to see. On the outside was a rip; not much, but
bloody. . “He did mat with his tusks. I couldn’t get my spear down in time.”
Attention
focused on Jack.
“That’s a
wound,” said Simon, “and you ought to suck it Like Berengaria.”
Jack sucked.
“I hit him,”
said Ralph indignantly. “I bit him with my spear, I wounded him.”
He tried for
their attention.
“He was coming
along the path. I threw, like this-”
Robert snarled
at him. Ralph entered into the play and everybody laughed. Presently they were
all jabbing at Robert who made mock rushes.
Jack shouted.
“Make a ring!”
The circle
moved in and round. Robert squealed in mock terror, then in real pain.
“Ow! Stop it!
You’re hurting!”
The butt end
of a spear fell on his back as he blundered among them.
“Hold him!”
They got his
arms and legs. Ralph, carried away by a sudden thick excitement, grabbed Eric’s
spear and jabbed at Robert with it.
“Kill him!
Kill him!”
All at once,
Robert was screaming and struggling with the strength of frenzy. Jack had him by
the hair and was brandishing his knife. Behind him was Roger, fighting to get
close. The chant rose ritually, as at the last moment of a dance or a hunt.
“Kill the
pig! Cut his throat! Kill the pig! Bash him in!”
Ralph too was
fighting to get near, to get a handful of that brown, vulnerable flesh. The
desire to squeeze and hurt was over-mastering.
Jack’s arm
came down; the heaving circle cheered and made pig-dying noises. Then they lay
quiet, panting, listening to Robert’s frightened snivels. He wiped his face with
a dirty arm, and made an effort to retrieve his status.
“Oh, my bum!”
He rubbed his
rump ruefully. Jack rolled over.
“That was a
good game.”
“Just a game,”
said Ralph uneasily. “I got jolly badly hurt at rugger once.”
“We ought to
have a drum,” said Maurice, “then we could do it properly.”
Ralph looked
at him.
“How
properly?”
“I dunno. You
want a fire, I think, and a drum, and you keep time to the drum.”
“You want a
pig,” said Roger, “Like in a real hunt.”
“Or someone to
pretend,” said Jack. “You could get someone to dress up as a pig and then he
could act-you know, pretend to knock me over and all that.”
“You want a
real pig,” said Robert, still caressing his rump, “because you’ve got to kill
him.”
“Use a littlun,”
said Jack, and everybody laughed.
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